I woke up to my alarm clock going off. Ugh it's Monday, I hate how the weekend go by so fast. That means I have to go to school and see Blake. I can't. I can't see him, I will break down right then and there in front of everyone. Then that's when I remember I have Adam. I'm so glad he came back. Wait why did he? I will as him later about that.
I get up and start to get ready. I make my way to my closet, I grab some jeans and and a Nike shirt, some socks. I go to the bathroom. I brush my teeth first because I hate morning breath. I do my make up just like I did Friday for school. I brush my hair and throw it up into a messy cute bun. I look into the mirror. I look pretty good. I grab my shoes and look at the time.. I gotta go. I grab my bag and my keys and I'm out of the door. I pull into the school parking lot. I see Adam waiting for me. I hug him and we walk into the school together. "Let's go to the office and get your stuff." I said. We got the paper and I look at it to see if we have any classes together. I can't believe what I saw, we have all of our classes together. "We have all the same classes." I said
"Really." Adam said.
"Yes." I said. Then I look up and smile at him. Then I realize Blake was standing right there looking at me. I hurry and look away. I can't.. Not here.. Not now. "Adam, come on." I pull him away. He follows. We walk in English, I tell him to sit by me. There was a empty sit anyways. He wants in.. Blake walks in and takes a seat. I forgot he sits right by me. The teacher called Adam to the front to talk to him.
"Are you trying to make me jealous?" Blake said. I act like I don't hear him. " I know you can hear me." He said again. I don't say anything. My throat starts to dry up, like I was about to start crying. I walk out of the classroom not even caring. I walk into the girls bathroom. Good thing there Is no one in here. Tears start streaming out of my eyes. I slid down the wall, onto the ground. I put my head into my hands into my lap. Then I look up not even caring what my face looks like. My heart stops.. It was Blake.
"Why are you in here, get out!" I yell.
"No way, princess." Blake said. He called me princess. My heart skips a beat. But look what he did too me. He did this to me. "Now tell me why your crying." He asked. "Tell me!" He yelled at me.
"Stop yelling at me." I said.
"Why are your crying." Blake said.
"You don't need to know." I said. He grabs my head and grabs my cheeks and looks into my eyes.
"Tell me." Blake said.
"Fine, you wanna know why?" "It's because if you, what you did to me. How you just push me out of your house that morning and said all of those words to me.. You act like I have no feelings, well I do Blake and that fucking hurt me, really bad. I'm sorry that i can't be like Summer, but there is no need to say all of that! I don't know why but I thought of you different that night, but then the morning you went all back to Blake that I knew." I said, crying.
"You don't even understand." Blake said.
" I don't understand? I do understand.. I have feelings for some one that will never have feelings for me, it sucks... Really bad. " Sarah said. Blake looks like her like she is crazy. He is surprised. She gets up and fixed her make up and make sure it doesn't look like she has been crying. She walks back into the classes, not even waiting for Blake. She takes her seat.
"What happened!" Adam said.
"I thought started my period." I panicked, that's all I Could think of.
"Oh alright. " Adam said. The bell rings. I walk to my next class, Adam follows. School goes by and I get into my car. Then I go home, with out saying goodbye to Adam. I pull into my drive way, and walk inside. My mom and dad are not home. Thank god. I can't deal with them today. I run up the stairs and hop into my bed and cry my self to sleep. I can't go to school tomorrow.. I'm skipping... Then I'm out..
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Falling For The Bad Boy
RomanceI'm Sarah Hill. I'm not the most popular girl but I have friends and I know a lot of people. This year of 11th grade changes for Sarah, and that's when Black Matthews comes in.