Falling For The Bad Boy

Chap.) 10

After all my memory has been coming back. I know who that boy was. It was Blake Matthews. Blake fucking Matthew. Blake fucking Matthews kissed me. What does this mean? Does he like me? Does this mean we are a thing? I have no idea what this means but I hope this means something at least. What's today? I suddenly realized I been thinking for awhile now. Is Blake still here? Or did he just leave like he does to everybody... But this is different right? I'm so confused. Blake sure does know how to confuse a girl. He does this to EVERY girl. Gets there hopes up. Just like I'm here right now getting my hopes up. Suddenly I'm focused. Blake is still here sitting in a chair. "What time is it?" I mange to say, that's all I could mange and say. What's wrong with me?

"Ten." Blake said.

"At night?" I said.

"Yes, at night." Blake said.

"Could you take me home... please." I said... I don' even know If I'm able to go home yet.

"Don't you have family members to do that?" He says with a attitude. Here is the Blake I know.. Not even caring for a minute.

"Uhh... No I don't.. Bu-uut is fine... Never m-mind." I finally got out.

"Well let me see If your able to go home anyways." He leaves the room. "Yes, your able to go home." He said. I gather all my stuff and we leave the building. I hop into his car and we are on are way to my house.

"Do you know anything about my parents?" I asked.

"I called them when you were in your coma and they were in Asia... They said that they can't leave right away because of there contract but they will make it as soon as they can."

"Yup, that's sure does sound like them... It seems like they don't even care about me... Really doesn't even seem like anyone does anymore." I start to get a little teary eye.

"I'm pretty sure someone out there does." Blake said.

"Yeah.. you don't know me. Nobody does." I said.

"Why do you keep saying that?" Blake said.

"Because its fucking true, you don't get it and you will never get it? Alright?" I said.

"The point that I'm telling to tell you is that there is people out there that care about you, you just don't realize it. You want people that don't want you. You have friends that care about you. Your parents care about you. There just busy people, they are working so you have things, a roof over you head. I just don't know what else to tell you, all I'm going to is That there is people that care about you, you just don't realize who it is." Blake said.

What is he trying to tell me? This boy will be the death of me. I'm telling you. Then I realize that he pulled into my drive way.

"Do you want to come in?" I asked.

"I don't know, I'ts getting pretty late." Blake said.

"You could always stay the night, like you said its getting pretty late." I said.

"Sure, why not?" Blake said. We walk up to the door and I unlock the door. We step inside and wow I sure did miss being home. I can't believe that Blake fucking Matthew is in my house and we are not even doing homework. Is it bad that i want to do things with him... Stop he is a player, you cant. Lets see what happens tonight with Blake fucking Matthews...