Her eyes, her smile, her laugh, her smooth finger tips stroking my cheek...
The memories flood me...
Unable to stop I let them, giving into her heart breaking mental image...
Her hatful laugh, her taughts, the way she hurt me and didn't care.
It was all to much to handle.
I sat up out of bed making my way over to the room and locked the door.
After filling the tub up with water I let my clothes fall to the ground and stepped in ignoring my bodies reaction to the cold.
I layed in the bath thinking and my mind wouldn't change, I slipped the blade from beside me in my hand and a slight smirk played on my lips at the odd beauty of the sharp glistening edge of the blade it was almost like I could see something threw the shine. A face..No a smile, just warm lips and a reassuring smile somehow making me feel safe and calm for what is to come.
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Life's illusions
RandomThis is just a collection of emotions turned to words, weather they are anger, saddness, jealousy, hatred, happiness or even love. Comment to satisfy my curiosity.
