"Wake up Cara it's 6:45," my mom said while she beat on my wall loud enough so I can hear it, but not loud enough so it'd wake everyone in the house up. DAMN IT! It's Monday isn't it? I hate Mondays, but who doesn't?! Do I have to go? Why??
"Mommmm!!! Did you have to pull my covers off me it's freaking cold," I exclaimed. I'm a moody bitch in the morning. I go outside a pull a cigarette out of my Marlboro Red 100's. My mom doesn't like the fact that I smoke, but I told her that if I was going to smoke she couldn't stop me, so she finally gave in. She told me if I was going to smoke that I would have to find a way to get money so I can buy my own cigarettes. I give her the money and she goes and gets them for me.
"CARA NICOLE WARD!! You are slower than any other 15 year old I've ever seen. Take your medicine and eat so we can go," my mom said. Good god my momma could worry Jesus off the cross. See, that's the thing about these southern momma's, they are the bitchiest women I've ever met in my whole entire life. Bless her heart, I swear she drives me crazy.
I check my phone. My favorite picture of Josh Turner, gawddd I wish he would be my firecracker. ;) But Josh Turner is my lock screen. I check my messages. Nothing. But I check my kik. New message from Chris
CHRISS &&CARA: Good Morning my beautiful Cara <3 Hope you have a beautiful as beautiful as you are :* Can't wait to see you at school.
CARA && CHRISS: Thank you baby and I'll see you in about 15 minutes. <3 :*
You see the only reason I go to school is because of him. Everyone at Academy are just either really stuck up & fake, or they're whores and sleep with everybody. Chris is the only one that understands. We haven't known each other that long because he moved here from Statesville, North Carolina. If you heard his voice it is the perfect country accent you've ever heard. I think the twang in his voice may be more heavier than mine. That's saying a lot cause I have a heavy southern Texas accent. Even though I'm from central Texas.
*15 minutes later*
"Hey there Christy," I joked. He hates it when I call him that, but it's hilarious. I kiss him and he walks me to my locker. Lucky thing is, his is right beside mine, so no biggie."Hey druggie," Adam said with a sly smirk on his tan face. Adam is a prick who has always picked on me. Ever since my biggest secret was spread all over school. I told my ex best friend that I used to be a pill popper. Then we got into a huge fight 2 months after I told her that. She spread my secret across to the whole school. Adam always calls me a druggie in the morning. This time Chris had it with his bull shit.
"SHUT THE FUCK UP ASSHOLE AN LEAVE MY GIRLFRIEND ALONE," Chris grabbed Adam but the collar on his shirt and slammed him up against the wall.
"Dude, chill the fuck out, I was just messing with her," Prick exclaimed. I don't call him Adam, he doesn't deserve that right. I hide behind Chris with a big huge evil grin on my face. Finally, Chris' breaking point. I knew that he has had enough. A vein popped out of his neck. Damn! I have never seen him this mad. Ever! This shit is fucking crazy.
"FUCK WITH MY GIRL ONE MORE FUCKING TIME. I SWEAR ON EVERYTHING I WILL JERK YOU BALD HEADED," Chris yelled. A crowd was gathering around us. Oh no. Not a crowd. My anxiety! I'm gonna go in panic mode. I run to the outside doors. Tears running down my cheeks. I can't even stand up. I sit down on the bench, legs jiggling with out me even trying to move them. All the sudden Chris comes out, wow! He was fast. I guess he heard me say oh no then run away. He told me he saw me running, he then dropped Adam immediately and ran after me.
"I'm sorry you have to deal with this--With me," I sobbed. Oh no, here comes the tears. tears pouring down my face, I lay my head on Chris' chest.
"Shhh Cara, no need to apologize. I love you, I don't want anyone to hurt such a beautiful girl." He reached in my book bag and grabbed my anxiety medicine. It was for my emergency panic attacks. He grabbed a bottle if water out if his book bag and gave me a pill and some water. He knew excacy lay what to say and do. As he wiped the tears from my face he made a kiss on my forehead.
"Chris, I love you and I will always love you," I said with a little bit of a quiver. I was still having a panic attack but since he calmed me down, I'm getting better.A/N:
Thank you guys for reading chapter 2 of my story. Rate and comment & if you have any suggestions on what should be part of the story plot feel free to suggest :D Anyways, I love y'all. Stay tuned for chapter 3 :*Love,
Shelby <3
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Teen FictionGet to know Cara Ward who is a 15 year old small town girl from a little town in Texas. Little does everyone know Cara has extreme cases of mental disabilities. She suffers from Bipolar 2, chronic depression, extreme social anxiety, mood disorder...