They thought she was fine *A mental illness story*

Chapter 4- Double Dates

So it's gonna be forever? Or it's gonna go down in flames, you can tell me when it's over. If the high was worth the pain. Gotta long list of ex lovers they'll tell you I'm insane, I gotta blank space baby, and I'll write your name.

I sung along to the new Taylor Swift song "Blank Space." Chris was driving to the restaurant where we were going to meet Paige and Joseph.
"Boys only want love if it's torture, don't say I didn't, say I didn't warn ya. "
God this is one of my favorite songs. As we pull up I grab my pill bottle and pop a anxiety pill in my mouth because I see how packed this restaurant is. I walk in to see Joseph and Paige already sitting at our table. Wonderful! They beat us here!

As I sit down I glance up and flinch. Why the fuck is he here? He saw me and winked & blew me a kiss. Oh fuck no. I jumped outta my seat so quick and jolted towards him. It was my ex boyfriend, Derek. I suddenly had a flash back of him making out with another girl. It fills me with rage, and I act. I grab him by his shirt collar and drag him.
"WHY IN THE BLUE FUCK WOULD YOU WINK AND BLOW A KISS AT ME?! YOU FUCKING CHEATED ON ME. YOU KNOW I GO OUT WITH CHRIS," I yelled, no I screamed at my ex. I have never been this mad since I found him kissing Charlotte. *SLAP* Derek falls to the ground. I slapped him with all my might.
"I- I- I'm sorry Cara," Derek stuttered with his hand against his cheek where I slapped him at.
"WHO THE HELL DO WE HAVE HERE," Chris said sarcastically. It made me grin my evil smirk. *Slap* Chris slapped him too.

"Excuse me sir, ma'am, I'm going to ask you to leave," the waiter said. Damn, I blew it. Worst double date ever.

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