Maybe this is the wrong place to do this, wrong place for my thoughts and feelings i just needed somewhere. writing for me on paper is rarely an answer now typing is smoother..easier it flows better for me. Lately I've been feeling even more lost then I ever have. my relationship lasted two and a half years and now its over. she left me and my heart is seriously broken. My friends say that I have them and I know I do but its not the same. its not what i want it to be. almost everything i try for fails and i don't know where to go with myself.
I find myself often having out of body experiences like i cant tell who the real me is anymore. am i this goofy girl who finds everything funny. This shy person who is too afraid to speak at a normal voice or am I this angry beast clawing to get out. i suppose i could be all these people they just come and go whenever they please. it freaks me out though makes me wonder what exactly is normal "normal". The true definition. I feel as though the set up of society today creates a silent wonder in us all for normality. The way I brush my teeth is that "normal" if normal even really exist.
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Confessions of a crazy
Randomthoughts and feelings of mine. just need somewhere to post them. you don't have to read vote or comment though if you do please nothing negative.
