this could be us but you playing

chapter 5

Mattia pov
My mom and Alejandro's mom where just talking while Alejandro dragged me into his room, I really hope I don't die. We got into his room and he locked the door and pulled out a bottle of whiskey from under his bed, he tried giving me some but I rejected it as I hate the smell of Alcohol, he than decided to put it back under the bed he proceeded to sit next to me while touching my thigh, I was freaking out "don't worry Mattia, I'm not gonna hurt you" was all he spoke before pinning me to his bed, I have never been more scared than anything in my life and I got jumped and than he leaned closer to my ear and said "I will always love you" I pushed him off me

"I date Cynthia I'm sorry" I said as i stood up "promise you I'll change your mind, just let me freak you" he said as he came closer than he kissed me and I honestly didn't hesitate to kiss back I actually deepened the kiss by grabbing his neck and pulled him closer I pulled away and all I could say was "wow", he tired to unzip my pants but I stopped him " both our mom's and your brother are home" I said he just got upset and sat on his bed I sat next to him "Alejandro i think I'm in love with you" I confessed to him he looked at me and smiled

He than turned on his TV and rised the volume to the max as he pinned me onto the bed again, I honestly regret hurting him, I get a text from my mom

Mom:
Mattia come downstairs we leaving

Mattia:
Ok!!

I was excited to leave not gonna lie, I got off the bed and headed downstairs but before I went out the door I turned around and kissed Alejandro and sucked on his neck so hard I left him a hickey, I got a loud moan from him, I appreciated that the tv was rised to Max volume so they couldn't hear him moaning after I left a hickey I kissed his cheek and went back home with my mom.

I got home and quickly realized what I did I was freaking out I basically confessed while I still date Cynthia. I headed to the kitchen to grab a apple and a donut with a water bottle than I headed upstairs, I went to the bathroom I texted Kairi and I was actually thinking he wasn't gonna text back because nobody from the group talked to me no more. I was kicked out the groupchat and blocked on every media I had them on.

Mattia:
Hey Kairi?

Kairi:
What the hell you want?

Mattia:
Please don't be like that, but I Alejandro kissed

Kairi:
No way!, If you hurt him

Mattia:
Yes ik what will happen y'all will jump me again

Kairi:
You God damn right we will, did he kiss you back?

Mattia:
Well actually he kissed me first, I just deepened it

Kairi:
What Happened after?

Mattia:
I said "I think I'm in love with you" and left him a hickey

Kairi:
I'ma text him but you lucky I texted back we will talk tomorrow you,me, and Alejandro

Mattia:
Ok see you tomorrow

I put my phone into my pocket, I head back downstairs for some food and saw someone I wasn't expecting I saw Cynthia, "hello" I greeted her she just rolled her eyes and walked over to my sofa "I can't keep doing this" she said as she threw her hands in the air,"do what?" I asked her confused, "yk what I'm talking about, and I'm here to tell you I'm moving" she said Turing her back to me "yes ik but why so sudden with the move?" I asked her we talked for a while