Last bye

The Library

We both smiled together.
"So your favourite place in this world?" I asked.
"If you ask me, I would just say a library" he told me.
And my thought process revolved back to Shivu again.
It was about my 11th grade. I was in library searching for a new book in biology section when i felt someone's breathe fanning my neck.
Just imagining how close that person is to me brought chills down my spine.
He brought his lips dangerously close to my ears sending delicious shivers down my spine.
"So, admit that you love me", he said.
"L.... Listen I. I don't do love and all that shit",
I mumbled as my pupil grew larger and my lips turned numb while i turned towards him.
I kept trodding backwards till my back hit one of those library shelves.
He kept his hands on both of my sides entrapping me and looked me into the eyes. I just prayed my knees not to give up to his intense gaze. He smirked.
"Then why are you shivering? ", he asked with a mischievous smile on his face.
My lips quivered but my expeditious heartbeats relented me to reply.
He turned my face towards him with his right hand and looked me into the eyes.
His burning brown gaze made my adrenaline rush through my veins at the highest speed possible.
He smiled,
" why your lips are quivering, and why your eyes resist to blink".
He took hold of my waist and pulled me towards himself,
"And why you don't dislike this?"he enquired again.
I looked at his perfectly arched eyebrows who could put any girl's to shame, his eyes and his enchanting lips.
Shit! He noticed me checking him out again but this time i had already lost all my sanity.
He leaned his enchanting kissable lips towards me,
"And why you want to just grab my face and kiss me this moment?" he spoke up again catching me staring at his lips.
Is he mind-reader or what??
" Your eyes are captivating "I remarked. I cursed myself as soon as i said that, because my mouth owns a brain of its own. He gave one of those evil mischievous smirks again as he pulled me closer. As a reflex i pushed him back," You really need to get over yourself, i am not a girl who gets entrapped in these silly pick up lines" i said with a sarcastic smile.The reasoning part of my brain he froze with his gaze was now activated. I tried to free my waist from his arms but the grip only tightened. "i am not interested in you or any other guy or any girl, neither would be ", i spoke up or better say lied unfettered , freed myself from warmth of his arms and left the room.

"And yours??" Akash asked me catching up to my lost eyes.
I was suddenly shivered down at his words and finally came out of my virtual world to speak up..
"S.. Same the l... Library, my favourite place".

When would I get rid of my habit of losing myself to his memories again and again!?