I hate that I love you- drarry

How it happend

Harry sat on the astromny tower looking out at the stars. He wished he had his mother and father. To ask advice about how he felt. But he didn't so instead he waited on a reply from sirius. Harry hopes that he wouldn't hate him after this. But he needed to tell someone about it. That he was and always has been gay. That one word could bring him to tears. How was he spouse to kill Voldemort if he. Cried just about one fucking word! He had found out in third year when. He started realizing how blokes made him feel. But it was one boy in particular draco Malfoy. Why him Harry didn't know and hoped he would never. He liked the boy who had hated him. Since first year did Harry regret not shaking his hand. Yes totally but Harry also knew Draco was a huge prick! So now he sat here waiting for a reply from sirius. His godfather who was the closest thing to a father he had. Harry looked up to see hedwig his snowy owl. Flying towards him with a parchment in her beak. The owl land and Harry grabbed the parchment petting her. The owl then flew away from Harry towards the owlery. Harry untied the parchment which was a pretty long.

Dear Harry

I will say I'm not shocked at all I have always known. Along with Remus I knew since. The girl weasley is always is throwing herself at you. I'm not ashamed of you in anyway nor hate you. Harry I guessed I never mentioned I'm gay aswell. But i always thought that was obvious. I guess I was mistaken but I want to tell you a story. Back in fifth year I to realized I was gay. The best part it was for Remus my best friend. I avoided him and your father for two weeks. But they finally confronted me and I ended breaking down. But of course James was there for me. Along with Remus and I was grateful for them. But I remember I only told james that I liked Remus. He understood and helped me with it. But Remus has got a girlfriend around this time wish hurt most. But you're father reminded me that if he's ment to be mine. That he will come around and not to give up. Remus did come around now where engaged. Sorry I'm telling you three letter I couldn't wait. Any longer that I already have the wedding this summer. So Harry don't feel you are alone I'm always here along with Remus. We love you a lot Harry see you soon!

Love sirius

Harry folded up the letter not realizing that tears where rolling. Down his face but they weren't bad tears. They where good ones he felt less like a freak. Harry heard someone walk near where he was. Harry turned swiftly to be face to face with Draco Malfoy. Malfoy seemed more upset than Harry ever has seen him. Harry just looked not knowing what exactly to do. Draco didn't even seem to care Harry was there. Draco walked past Harry towards the balcony. Draco inhaled the fresh air of the astromny tower. Eyes red from crying and hair messy. From running his hands threw it. Harry then turned towards Malfoy feeling. Bad for Draco he then slowly walked towards him. Harry stood beside Draco praying Draco wouldn't hex him. Draco didn't even move from where he was. Harry took a breath trying to figure out. What to say Harry then faced Draco.

Malfoy what's wrong with you? Harry said realizing that sounded completely rude. But before Harry could even think warm lips where on his. Harry melted into the kiss placing. His hands on Dracos neck and he then kissed back. Draco was shocked Harry kissed back but the boy did. And Draco wasn't complaining about it. Would Draco regret this most likely. But he'd thinking about that later. Right now it was just about the moment. Harry felt Dracos lips on his neck and he moved closer. Which Draco liked a lot feeling the boy on him.

Skip because I'm not writing smut!

Harry stubbled into Gryffindor common room around twelve. To see Ron and hermonie sitting by the fire. Talking quitely shit what am I gonna tell them!

Harry mate there you are we where waiting for ya! Ron says motioning for Harry to come over to them. Harry walked over reluctantly sitting in a chair. Instantly hermonies jaw dropped and Ron smirked.

Harry why do you have a hickey on your neck! Hermonie shrieked. Harry instantly grabbed it with his hand. Ron patted him on the back.

Good job mate who's the lucky girl? Ron said eagerly to his best friend Harry just smiled.

Um where keeping things a secret right now sorry Ron. Harry says akwardly rubbing his neck. Ron just nods understanding but hermonie looked mad.

Harry where you're best friends we have a right to know! We tell each other everything I mean everything! Hermonie says looking sightly mad at Harry.

Look hermonie I didn't push when you didn't tell me you and Ron where dating! So please stop I mean really we all have secrets. Hermonie blushed the colour or robs hair.

Huh how dddid you know Harry? Hermonie says since they had been extremely careful.

Well I checked the marauders map since you both kept disappearing. Wish mad me curious so I checked. Turns out I was right don't worry I'm not mad. Harry says smugly to the pair who sigh in relief.

But I'm tired so I'm gonna head to bed night love birds. With that Harry headed up stairs to his dormitory. He got in smiling shutting the door quietly. Since semus dean and Neville where fast asleep. He got changed into jogging pants and a hoodie. Slipping into bed and falling asleep peaceful.

That's how one thing turned into months of secrets! Please if you have any ideas let me know! I'll keep updating every to days! I hope you enjoy the fan fiction thank for reading.