To answer that question u asked g
How is that weasley of a scrawny man gun better than red!?
Red is better than gun in so many ways but look at from my side man ,
when the guy you like a lot is kinda a dick to you with the whole me going for him thing getting turned down mind you 3 times via ghosting and then you hear things from others.
so you get the whole me giving him what he wants and I back off, and I'm okay..so I kiss him tell him hes the only one I like before I back off, then I back off.
he then separates himself from me and I'm just like okay this is fine , but then he ignores you and starts actin like he doesnt even know you he basically makes, you feel bad about yourself, and mind you at this point I have no idea where I stand with him, I have a shitty perception of my self so my mind is my worst enemy and this guy is avoiding you like actively avoiding you even before this whole situation even happened and you start feeling like a stalker so you decide to stop man.
then this whole gun situation happened and I'm talking about the whole damn thing, from the beginning, to us flirting,us getting close, it got to the point where I knew I was tempting fate and I didnt care cuz I just felt like shit about my self, ugly, unworthy, like an idiot, pansona af, like a straight fool. But I never thought it was gunna go as far as it did, ever in my million years thought as us going as far as we did
Still doesnt give me an excuse though I slept with gun and he is in a serious relationship.
Now let's get to what I wanna tell the sex 👹😹
I enjoyed it for what it was it was good, we fucked for what seemed like hours......
To be continued.....
