I'd choose you (Editing)

Chapter one

Minhee's P.O.V
"Hey... It's me again, I know your not going to get this but... I just want to know your okay?" I sighed. Where are you Yoon Jae? You said you would always be here did all those promises mean nothing to you!? Were they nothing but childish dreams? I just want hear his voice once more, even if it was just for a second, even if he told me he hates me and never wanted to see my face again. At least I would know he is okay. I stared down at my hands blankly, why did even leave him, this is all my fault "Any way if you get this call me" I hesitantly pressed end call.
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I stared down at my sketch book as I hummed the tune of my favorite song. I sigh in frustration, not being able to tap into my imagination. Appa always said I had a way with art. He said that I must of got it off my mother because there is no way in hell I could of got it off him. I smiled remembering all the stories he told me about her When I was little. The things I would give to hear those stories again. Umma died just after giving birth to me, appa says her kidneys gave up on her and she got really sick, eventually death stole her away from us, and just like that she was gone. When I was 14 we moved to Australia to live a better life, and for awhile things were starting to look up for us , new school, new house new friends new places, we were finally happy. This went on for sometime too. But little did we know things were about to go down hill very quickly. I came home from school one day to find appa collapsed on the floor I ran to his side screaming at him hoping that he would be okay. Surely God isn't selfish enough to take him away as well. I prayed he would wake up, for my sake. The neighbours came rushing in after hearing the commotion and they rung an ambulance and he was rushed away. I waited in the waiting room for what felt eternity before the doctor came out. Tears started filling the the brims of my eyes. I already knew what he was gonna say. I could read it all over his face. From his fake half smile to his eyes that were just screaming 'I'm sorry but there was nothing we could do'. and from that moment my whole world suddenly turned cold, I felt numb, like was no emotion left in my body, almost as if my body was on auto pilot.
After awhile they discovered that in his will, he wrote that if anything was to happen to him, that his wish would be for me to move back to Korea and live with my Aunty.
My Aunty and her one son. His name was Hoseok. It's been almost a year since I moved here now and Hoseok feels like a brother to me more and more as each day passes. He made the pain of losing appa some-what bearable. In more or less he was the big brother I always wanted. I snapped out of my thoughts when some pulled my ear phones out whilst placing a piece of paper on my lap, reading 'Big Hits audition form' I looked up to see Hoseok with a wide grin spread across his face. I stared back down at the slightly crinkled Piece of paper then looked back up at him slightly confused. "What's this" I raising an eyebrow, His smile slowly disappeared as if he was disappointed that I wasn't as excited as what he hoped I would be.
"What does it look like. It's an audition form" he said plopping himself down next to me on my bed.

"Yah! We've already had this conversation. Why can't you get one of your friends to do it with you?" I said placing the piece of paper back in his hands and put my earphones back in.
He pouted before pulling them out again.
"Come on Minhee! It won't be the same without you!"
" No! Besides I have nothing to offer them" I said putting my headphones back in once again. He sighed grabbing my Ipod from besides me pulling them out. I sighed, starting to become irritated.
"You are such a liar, I have seen you dance, You're amazing! Come on Minhee please!" he said trying to do his best aegyo. I just rolled my eyes.
"Okay! Okay, fine" I said shocking myself with the words coming out of my mouth. I looked up at him to see his eyes growing wider and a smile spreading right across his face as he tackled me into a tight hug.
"Thank you Minhee-ah" he said hugging me so tight, I didn't even think it was possible. I giggled squirming around under his embrace.
"Yah, okay get off" I said trying to pry his hands off me. In one swift move he let go of me jumping back on to his feet and started heading towards the door, before he quickly turned around smiling at me again and repeating "Thank you Minhee" and with that he turned on his heel and walked out the door. Aish what am I going to do with him?

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I looked around the crowded room, watching all the people going over and over their audition, whether it be singing, dancing or rapping. How can I compete with all these people. At this rate I will never make it in I looked over at Hoseok who was rubbing his sweaty palms together. He looked up at me, noticing how nervous i looked. He smiled rubbing his hand on my back.
"You'll be fine, I know it" He said looking down at me with a warm comforting smile, that somehow put me to ease. I smiled back, but then furrowed my eyebrows, slightly confused, when I realized how calm and relaxed he looked.
"Aren't you nervous too?" I asked as he chuckled leaning back in his chair, resting his hands in his lap, as his eyes wondered around the room.
"Of course I am" Just as he said that a woman opened a door, scanning a clip board that she was holding making the whole room grow silent. I kind of like it better this way. The lady smiled as she looked up, tucking a piece of her long black hair behind her ear before scanning the room. I bit my lip nervously as the butterflies went wild in the pit of my stomach, waiting anxiously for her to call a name out.
"Park Minhee!" she called out as everyone began shifting in their seats waiting to see who got up. I looked over at Hoseoke who was motioning for me to get up while whispering "Minhee fighting!" I laughed as I slowly got up from my seat.
"Park Minhee!" The lady called once more as she began to grow impatient. I quickly made my way over to the front of the room where the lady was waiting for me.I gulped, seeing so many pairs of eyes watching me as i walked past. Everyone murmuring things into each others ears. I smiled and bowed politely when I finally reach her. She simply smiled back holding the door open, ready for me to walk in.