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Dear diary,

Again everyone asked me to cure my pain.

He can never be mine.

Still how can I have the cure?

When it'll erase his name from my heart and brain.

I can never live without remembering his name.

It has been a while since I've last seen him.

I hope he is fine and happy now.

Guess i loved Rose's a little too much.

So i have them in my lungs now.

Whenever I used to see him with her.

I have been waiting for him for so long.

It's the end of everything.

Rose petals make their way out from my throat.

But it's my fate.

Even if i die it's still him.

Maybe this will be my last time writing about all my pains.

But my wait for him will never end.

I'll love him forever.

So I want to tell him,
You know after every meeting there's a break up waiting for.

You know there was not a moment that I haven't loved you.

♠️

"So jungkook are you happy that he is not in the world anymore?" Eunha asked.

"N-no never i-i l-love him t-too but I n-never realised t-that" jungkook said he is crying his heart out he just readed all the things taehyung wrote in his diary.

"He was the only person who loved you when your own parents left you. And you are cruel enough to be that persons death" she again spat. She loved her brother very dearly.

Jungkook was now frozen in his spot. Recalling all the bad words he said to taehyung the last time they met. Taehyung died just after writing the last part of his diary.

Jungkook just realized his love for taehyung is not just as a friend but more than that. Guess it's too late.

"He waited for you his whole life but you were not aware of his feelings. And you also insulted him" she said again.

"He always waited for you. And that's why he didn't even cured his disease. So that he won't have to live without remembering you. And you always hurtled him on every way" jungkook was just listening to her not moving an inch. He just felt like he lost his world and the reason for him to live today.

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