damn...i dont feel good. why does always this happen..im so hungry right now...i wish i didnt puke out my guts everytime i eat..
*i go to the kitchen and make cereal*
something is reminding me of tht mel song...how does it go again...oh yea. OJ
*starts to sing softly*
no one can know about my bulim- i c-cant even say the word. ugh
* i continue to eat and think. why am i not perfect. then i turn around. and look in the mirror.*
i dont htink i would want to be perfect you know jiji?
*jiji meows and headbumps my arm as hes standing on the counter*
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ugh you are so cute jiji....* i muffle my face into his fur i can hear him start to purr*
then i feel it. the cereal coming up my throat. acid burning my throat. ive been sick for two months now. the acid is barely painful anymore. nothing is really painful except for constant comments of my appearence.
*i rush to the bathroom*
~18 minutes go bye and my stomach feels better. only a little though. during that excursion i remember that ever since i have stated this habit i realized my water bill has gone through the roofs.~
*then i turn around. i stare at the doorway and they stare back both with coats on, keys in dotties hand and tallulas phone falling to the floor*
tula: eva-
dottie: oh my god.
eva: guys...
*they rush over to the toilet and collapse both balling thier eys out.*
eva: it no big deal really.
tula: ARE YOU SHITTING ME RN!?
dottie: i- idontunderstand.
eva: i dont understand how yall got in in the first place?!
dottie: dude. we all have eachothers house keys. plus we didnt come here cuz we are stalking you. we just wanted to see jiji
eva: hes in the kitchen.
tula: we saw. but we also saw. this.
dottie: how long have you been doing this?
eva: two months...
tula: AND YOU DIDNT TELL US
eva: theres a lot going on. im sorry
dottie: dont be sorry bby girl. everythings fine. your going to be okay. <3
eva: i love you guys.
tula: promise me you will let us help you through this?
eva: promise.
☆dotties pov (30 min before we arrived)
*tula bursts into my room*
tula:wanna go see jiji, and eva?
dottie: you had me at jiji
☆ ☆jiji is evas adorable new cat and omg he is so funny ADORABLE*☆☆
* we get in my car (tesla model 3..not to flex or anythingbut..)*
tula: i wonder how evas doing?
dottie: yea..i hope she knows she is beutifull as she is..
tula: yea goul she is a GoDESss
*as we arrive i unlock the house and we walk in ..we see jiji on the counter licking some milk left from a cereal bowl and then we here somthing..*
tula: -whispers- wtf, do you hear that?
dottie: -whispers- yea..
* we can hear somthing coming from the bathroom, is sounds like a cat throwing up.. but we see jiji on the table so i isnt him...*
* we walk to the bathroom doorway and we see her. her face pale and dead looking*
i have so many things going through my head right know. but i think we all knew what was going on..
