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"Touch me, O Lord, and fill me with your light and your hope. ... Dear God, please give me strength when I am weak, love when I feel forsaken, courage when I am afraid, wisdom when I feel foolish, comfort when I am alone, hope when I feel rejected, and peace when I am in turmoil."
Today isn't a easy day for me nor my family trying to put on a brave face my chest feels heavy I want to throw up I don't know what to think I need to break down maybe that will help Lord help me help everyone I want to thank everyone how had been there for me.