4/7
Up all night can't sleep just thinking to myself, why do I feel so empty inside is it because your not here? I don't know, I know one thing for sure I can't sleep without thinking about you. Some days it's really hard to get out of bed other days it's not; i miss your voice, your smile and laugh watching my grandpa in pain makes me feel even more sad
I'm sorry you had to go through this, yeah your in a better place but I just wish I didn't have to let you go my life will change without you in it I don't know for the good or bad I cry almost everyday pillows soaked, blankets drenched it's going to be hard going on life without you.
4:53am - can't sleep
