The sunlight peeks through my window indicating its morning, waking up the bright morning light burning my still sleepy eyes I quickly close them again to regain my composure.
slowly getting up from my bed I see its 8:00am beaming in red on my clock meaning that she will be here soon. I smile at the thought of what she may wear today compared to her yesterday's attire. Skinny jeans, loose cut shirt and boots on with her ever so beautiful hair flowing in the wind, with A book in one hand, glasses in another, as always.
Only if I could get the courage to just say "you look beautiful today" but I know they wouldn't let me. How I hate them. The voices. the wants, the evil, the hurt, and the desire of wanting to do something but they won't let me do. the voices. The reason why I don't has her yet. I was taken out of my thought as I looked at the clock with 8:15 a.m. beaming in bright red. fuck I mentally cursed as I hurry to get ready to see her.
Looking through my closet I took out my outfit. black jeans, white v neck and a pair of Doc Martens. Quickly hopping in the shower I wash up making sure everything is spot on. After getting clean I get out drying off and get dressed. After, brushing my teeth, I check the time to only be 8:25 "only 5 minutes", I spray on Cologne and sit by the window waiting to see her for my day to be started.
After a couple minutes of patiently waiting I see a yellow cab pulling up and I smile knowing it's the gorgeous girl I see every morning around this time. She steps out grabbing her book and taking off her glasses, she pays the man and waits for him to pull off before she heads to "Barnes cafe". she's wearing a tight fitted shirt, a nice flowy black skirt and open toed shoes. Hair in a most perfectly messy ponytail she looks absolutely beautiful but only if I knew her name.
-DeAngelo
