It was supposed to be a great day. Something I look forward to.
I was supposed to feel okay because I am doing something I love while heloing out others.
But I was reminded that I was alone. And fear gripped me yet again.
I know I should be happy for this couple. They are taking one more step towards their forever but I can't help but be afraid for my own tomorrow.
Will I have the same great love? Is there someone who was made just for me? Does he even exist?
