Break the spell to my heart: Freed x reader

•Confession•

Your pov.

I was walking out of the guild to get away from the ninth fight in just within 3 days. But when I walked outside I saw Freed walking over. I quickly turned around ready to walk back in. I just hope he didn't notice me.

"Hey y/n, can I ask you a question?" Freed asked.

I turned to face him with a awkward smile.

"What's up?" I asked.

"How do I know if I'm good enough for someone?" He asked.

"Well that's a very good question." I replied and tried to act calm. But in reality as if my heart was sinking.

"So do I change for this person? Cause she's really awesome, pretty, sweet, smart, and so much more." He said.

"Um, actually if she actually liked you she wouldn't make you change for anything in the world. And you're talking about Mira, right?" I say looking away down at the ground.

"Yeah. Was it that obvious?" He asked looking away slightly blushing.

I felt as if I had just been smacked across the face. But I hide all my feelings and looked up at him with a soft smile, trying to hide the pain.

"I'll see what her type of guy she likes for you." I said.

"You'd really do that? Thanks you're awesome!" He said and he hugged me and then let me go entering the guild.

I clenched my hand over my chest as I was holding my tears back. I sighed and walked back into the guild. As I walked in Happy came over and handed me a cup with something inside.

"What's in it?" I asked.

"It's a new type of flavored juice I made, please drink it and tell me what you think." He said.

I drank whatever was inside and started coughing. It taste like very bitter medicine that soon ends up leaving a weird after taste. Everyone was quite as they looked at me.

"Did it work?" Happy asked.

"Nothing can fix what's happened. The time when I was gone can never be gained back, and I accept it. I've never needed or hated someone. So why is it that this person makes me cry? I am willing to put my own feelings away, and put on a fake smile for them. Why is it that nothing can ever go my way? Why is it that every time I see this person I feel all weird? Is this normal? I can't get close though because I'm scared of being left behind. Do I keep letting this person make me feel this way, and cry? I can fake feelings for someone else, right? Everything is in such a hurry. But that person wants to be with her. They'll be together soon, and I'll be on the sidelines faking it all. Just so I can see him then happy. I know what it's like to be alone, but this makes me feel empty and numb. Am I too young to be feeling this? Can this all stop? Should I have been more clear? I want this all to stop. Is this actually what mother meant by this thing called 'love'? Is the person suppose to make me feel upset? I don't want these feelings. I want them to stop, will they ever stop? But I'll keep trying to get them together because he's happy right? Isn't that what 'love' is? If it is then this is some type of sickness and I need a cure. It's disgusting." I say as tears run down my cheeks. I realized what I said and my eyes widened.

I looked up and looked around the guild. Everyone was quiet in shock. Just then Mira walked in with Freed. But didn't Freed walk in here? Did he go with her for groceries or something? I quickly wiped my tears.

"Hey everyone! Why are you all so quiet? This is new." Mira said.

I was walking out of the guild passed Mira when she grabbed my hand with both of hers gently.

"Of that's right! Y/n, me and Freed have a date later. Can help me with choosing an outfit and doing my hair?" Mira said with a closed eyed smile.

"Oh yeah of course. I'll meet you at the dorm later." I say with a fake smile and take my hand away from hers. I looked over at a blushing Freed. "Congrats on finally getting a date with her pal! Turns out you didn't need my help or advice after all." I continued and left the guild.

Time skips...

I was now in Mira's room. She's in a robe while she shows my different dresses from her closet.

"He will find you beautiful in anything." I say. "So you really shouldn't stress about the perfect dress." I continued.

"You're right y/n." Mira says as she down in a chair and I began think of a hair style to suit her.

"Mira you don't need to do anything to your hair either." I say.

"Really?" She asked and I nodded my head. "Alright I guess I better change. Thank you for your help y/n." Mira said and I walked out of her room to the lobby of the dorm. To my surprise the rest of the girls were down there.

"Happy gave you a 'truth' saying potion. But apparently it just made you say your true feelings." Lucy said.

"It's time you tell him." Levy said.

I shook my head. "They have a date and I will support them." I said.

"But y/n!" They all whined in fusion.

"I'll be okay." I say.

Mira walked me down stairs and she looks beautiful as always. There's a knock at the door and I go to open it. I see Freed and smile. I moved out of the way and Mira ran to hug him.

"We'll see you guys later!" Mira shouted grabbing his hand.

Both of them smiling and laughing as they left. I waved goodbye and closed the door. I sighed and leaned against the floor slowly falling to the ground. The girls gave me a group hug and I actually let out my feelings.

Days later...

It's been almost a week since Freed and Mira's date. The girls have been telling me to confess, but I don't want to get in between their relationship. Mira had surprisingly left on a job with her brother today.

"Freed! Y/n has something to tell you!" Erza shouted.

I looked at Erza and shook my head. Freed walked over to me and I started panicking. It didn't help that everyone in the guild was watching. There were two types of feelings, the girls were excited and the guys were confused.

"I-I guess the girls really want me to get this of my c-chest. So um, you see I may or may not like you as more than a friend! And I guess I've liked you ever since we were little!" I shout blushing and closing my eyes shut.

"Is it because of what I told my mother when we were younger? When I told her I was going to marry you?" He asked.

I felt as if my heart was going to jump out of my chest.

"Y/n, we aren't little kids anymore. I probably didn't even know what I was saying back then. We haven't talked to each other in such a long time. We barely saw each other a couple months ago. And you know I like Mira. I hope we can still be friends though." He said.

When he said that I felt my heart stop.

"I-I know, but it was better to get that off my chest." I say smiling and laughing nervously.

I looked over at the girls who looked shocked. I can tell that they felt bad. But they weren't the only ones who were shocked. I was fighting to hold my tears back. I try to be strong, but my emotions get the best of me. I was even humiliated in front of the entire guild. Tears slowly run down my cheeks as I continue to try and out on a fake smile.

"Yup. We aren't little kids anymore. I was a fool for actually catching feeling again from when I was little. I hope you and Mira are happy." I say as I start to run out of the guild.

I run into a nearby forest and continued to cry. I stayed there until tears no longer ran down my cheeks, and I slowly drifted off to sleep.