Broken mask

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The fake smile and
The happy face
i put them on
But they are fading away

The abusers are winning
They have me sick to my stomach
I cant look in the mirror
My reflection disgusts me

My fat stomach
My ugly face
My thick thighs
qualities i was born with

Other girls are so beautiful
Yet im so ugly
I act like a boy and
My mom wanted me to be one

A worthless piece of shit
Is all i see in the mirror
Fat ugly and useless
Nobody can like me

Alone forever not because
I want to be but
Because i have nobody
To call a true friend

I would be fine
With just a fake friend
But nobody comes near
My smile is dead

I had a friend once
She moved not too long after
I was devestated
Cried for a week

Not getting attached
Thats the promise
i made to myself
Never get attached

Nothing is forever
Nothing will last
I am nothing
But a useless waste of space

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