My Idol Hates Me! What Should I Do?

Chapter 1

"Shu Zinglou, I am warning you! If you come near me again I will not let you off so easily."

The individual whom I had loved and admired for so many years was now walking away from me. After seeing the resentment in eyes directed at me, I nearly thought I had wronged him. However, the undeniable reality is it was not me who his hostility was directed at. It was Shu Zinglu whose body I am presently in. The girl had so many foes in her life I am amazed no one has tried to me assassinate me already for the past two weeks that I have inhabited her body.

Well since you may be utterly perplexed at this opening scene let me go back to the true beginning of this story. In fact, let's go ahead and commence with the prologue. My name is Xia Mingfei, or at least it used to be before I perished in a tragic accident. I was a 22-year-old college student whose dream was to be a queen in the Entertainment industry. However, my inadequate background of an orphan with no money or connections had me barely getting by with the roles of an extra. In my opinion and a few kind-hearted colleagues as well I was a good actor stuck in a bad spot. I just need my one lucky change and I knew I'd hit it big. But life never goes the way you plan it.

One day after shooting the role of a maid in the drama, "Imperial Love," I was walking back to the hotel. Practically the whole duration of the trip I continuously felt a foreboding feeling as if someone was staring at me. I felt chills abruptly as I heard the breath of someone right behind me. As I was about to flee I was yanked from behind and whipped backward. As I knock down onto the ground I looked up at my predator to see a masked man holding a knife.

"W-why are you doing t-this?"

"Cause someone paid me to girlie, don't blame me, blame your bad luck."

As he finished his statement he swung his knife directly into my heart. Not even given a chance to scream or say my last words I died then and there. In the deserted streets of a foreign country with no one to mourn for me.

As I anticipated the afterlife the darkness enveloping me for what came off as years finally filled with light. I woke up in a sunlit room, hearing a beeping sound next to me. I soon realized due to the noticeable whiteness and medical equipment in the room I was hospitalized.

'Was I saved? Am I alive?'

Soon after that thought, a rushing headache took over me and I passed out again. Next, I awoke with the memory of my predecessor.

I was 19 years old, my name was Shu Zinglu and I am a B-Class actress in the entertainment industry. I have numerous anti-fans because of my numerous antagonist roles and my rich girl personality. I was the eldest daughter of the Shu family who owned Queen Enterprises. We were one of the top business families in the world with a noble background. However, I was an illegitimate daughter who was born before the marriage of my father from a one-night stand. My mother died giving birth to me and my father, although he took me in he never showed me love.  Although ignored by my father and his wife, I was very much adored by my grandfather and younger brother. He raised me with love and care and spoilt me with anything and everything. That was why the previous host had such an arrogant personality despite her origins. Shu Zinglu dreamed of entering the entertainment world and become the top due to her love for the famous top idol and actor, Yu Mingrui. He also happened to be my favorite celebrity whom I had followed since the beginning of his career. Ironically I was reborn into the body of the women whom everyone hated, especially God Yus' fans.

'How am I ever going to be able to be a fan of my idol if he hates me.'

As I thought this, the door of my hospital room opened and in came the nurse.

"Oh, you're finally awake. You have been unconscious for two days after you fell in the lake while shooting." A woman in her late 20s to early 30s said to the young girl sitting in a daze on the hospital bed.

"O-oh I see, um then when can I go home." Startled by Shu Zinglus mamager or jer manager I guess, she jumped in surprise before quickly regaining her composure. She couldnt let anyone catch on to her after all. The mamager looked at the unusually quiet and calm girl in front of her with a raised eyebrow.

"I will call the doctor to do some final precautionary Checkups. after that, you can be discharged when your family fills the paperwork."

"Right my family, where are they?" Mingfei now Zinglu questioned her. Curious as to why no one showed up at the hospital room of the pampered young miss yet. She atleast had her grandfather and siblings in this life to love her. The manager gave her a small smile before replying,

"Your grandfather's secretary stopped by this morning. I will call to let him know you're awake. They will come to pick you up soon if your doctor allows you to discharge."

"Ok thank you so much Ran Jie,
––oh and before you go can I ask... if I could... Have anything to eat...?"  A blush crept onto her cheeks as she looked down in embarrassment. Holding the paper thin, flat stomach of Zinglu or what was now considered to be her body she sighed. It was really tough being an actress, we always had to be on a diet. A foodie like her could not stand the hardship.

"Pfft, of course, Zinglu, however not anything too heavy." The manager, Lu
Jingran, grinned at the rare cute Visage of the young miss. 
"Umm, then thanks."
"No problem miss."
Jingran and Zinglu exchanged there goodbyes before the ward was filled with silence again.