Broken i cant be fixed (boyxboy emo)

chapter one

* Damian POV*

Its currently 2:30 am and i have been tossing and turning all night long, I cannot sleep at all no matter how hard I try to fall asleep. I sit up and start thinking about life and I feel a tear run down my cheek and the next thing I know I'm crying....,*sighs* great another night I'll cry myself to sleep... Sooner or later I fell asleep crying, least I got some sleep.

*3hours later*

* back seat sernade dizzy hurricane oh god I'm tired of sleeping alone l, you're salty like a summer day kiss the sweat away to your radio" my phone goes off at 5:30 am ugh its time to get up to go to school. After about 5minutes I finally decided to get out of bed, I walk to the bathroom and brush my teeth, when I got done brushing my teeth I look into the mirror I'm so pale and ugly I absolutely hate how I look. I look at my arm and see my faint red lines from my old cuts, I run my hand over them *sighs* I feel so lost without my scars there fading away day by day...

After looking at my ugly self in the mirror I plug I'm my hair straightener and I go back to my room to pick out my outfit. By the time I'm done choosing my outfit and putting it out on my bed my hair straightener beeps signalling its hot and ready to be used. I go to the bathroom and straighten my hair, I style it my emo way and push my fringe to the side, I play with my hair until I'm satisfied with it. Now its 6:00am and I have to leave in 10 minutes. I go to my room and I put on my favorite falling in reverse long sleeve shirt, a red Beenie, my black skinny jeans and some bracelets, and my favorite pair of black converses. When I was done putting on my outfit I looked at the clock its 6:05am I have 5minutes left to go to my bus stop. So I grab my things and put them into my backpack and I grab my phone. I turn my phone on silent and I grabbed my black coat and I was out of the door walking to my bus stop. I plugg in my earphones and blast be my escape by relient k. In my earphones and I wait patiently for my bus to arrive... I already want this day to be over