my first finished song lol
my skin is torn and tattered
scattered with meaningless dreck
i guess it's a reflection of my mind
i keep my thoughts on my neck
oh my neck is scorched
full of holes from my hate
from words yelled on impulse
i guess reconciliation will have to wait
god i despise myself
i despise my skin
my skin and all of its' tears
littered with prison tattoos
covered in broken dreams
impulsiveness got me far
compulsiveness made me a liar
i don't wanna go far
i was built to be a liar
my skin is worn and pattered
from bathing in my own self hatred
i guess it's a reflection of my mind
my mind is anything but sacred
now
god i don't wanna be here
stuck in my own dam mental prison
tattooing myself with my own misery
inking on my tears
brain fulla broken dreams
oh my neck has been torched
taking tolls for my stupidity
for i am anything but right
stuck with my grotesque creativity
impulsiveness got me far
compulsiveness made me a liar
i don't wanna go far
i was built to be a liar
