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[SMUT] Desperate - Boreo

(!! SO I DON'T GET IN TROUBLE FOR UNDERAGE BOREO, THIS WILL BE A UNIVERSE WHERE INSTEAD OF LEAVING FOR NEW YORK THEO STAYS AND LIVES WITH BORIS

They are 16 in this !!

Also: translations for things Boris says will be in the comments of the parts where he says it!!

May be translated poorly.)

Boris sat in his bedroom next to Theo as the TV created background noise.

Popper laid at the end of the bed, snoring quietly.

The room was filled with cigarette smoke and the stink of alcohol. Theo was only in baggy pajama pants, Boris in boxers and an old t shirt.

Boris' dad was out for the night. He was supposedly out with some friends, but Boris knew his dad was out drinking again. He didnt complain though, it way normal by now. Plus he had a night alone with Theo.

Theodore was buzzed, a drink in his hand and a cigarette between his lips.

His oh-so-beautiful lips.

Boris wanted to kiss them so bad. He has kissed him before. He's even touched him before, but none of it was enough.

They have never gone all the way. Theo always stopped it, as if something was wrong with doing anything that Theo couldn't do with a girl. He had let Boris give him blowjobs, and had made out with him, but it stopped there. He gave Boris a handjob once or twice but refused to do it again. Because it was gay.

Theo couldn't allow the idea of being gay. He beat himself up over it way too often. Ideas of being in bed with Boris and even having a romantic relationship with him always made Theo anxious. He knew it wasn't natural. Boys are supposed to be with girls. Two boys can't reproduce. It just wasn't right.

Theo hasn't ever even been in bed with a girl before! That only heightened the chance of him possibly liking guys, not to mention the fact that he liked those past intimate times with his Russian/Ukrainian/Australian best friend.

Theo quietly looked at Boris, who was dumbly playing with the ash on his cigarette. Theo couldn't hold back the tiny giggle that came out as he gently elbowed Boris.

Boris flinched at looked at him, giving a big dorky smile as if he hadn't just about burned himself.

Theo rolled his eyes and chuckled, a soft smile now resting on his face.

"Hey, Potter?" Boris asked, his smile fading.

"Yeah?" Theo's small smile dropped too when he saw his friend wasn't smiling anymore.

"Remember those time when... y'know...." he had a look in his eyes that told what he was trying to say.

Theo cringed but slowly nodded, seeming uncomfortable now.

Boris sighed "Why you don't enjoy?" Boris asked, frowning.

"W-what do you mean?" Theo noticed the sad look in Boris' eyes. Him and Boris were both a bit tipsy, but not enough to fully affect their thoughts.

"Why do not like doing that?" Boris asked again.

"I do," Theo said before thinking. He would never admit that if he wasn't drinking. "it's just... it's not natural. It's not okay for me to like that. It's not okay for me to want to do things with a boy..." he sighed.