The broken promise

Big mistake

It was Saturday, and I was out with a few friends of mine. We decided that we wanted to go down to Hollywood blvd to hang out. Hollywood was always crazy and crowded on Saturday nights, but that's what made it fun.
Every time I came to Hollywood , I thought about my crush who lived near by. Her name is Shaina . We'd been friends for a few years now. She's in her mid 30's. She's athletically built, light skinned with beautiful brown eyes , big kinky curly hair, and a British accent that just made my heart melt. I loved her dominant personality and the way she showed that she cared for me. Even though I'm only 19 and there's a huge age gap, I still had a lot of feelings for her. In my mind age is just a number, so I wasn't giving up. I planned on asking her out to the movies tomorrow night.

We found a parking spot and the 3 of us got out of the car. "I brought us some liquor!" My friend Nyla says as she pulled a huge bottle of Hennessy out of her purse. I looked at her like she was crazy and laughed. "Girl you tryna get us fucked up tonight huh?" I asked. "Hell yea! It's been a long boring week and it's time to turn up!" She said. She took a sip and passed the bottle to our friend Tootsie. I had already took a few shots of Vodka before I met up with them so I thought that it would kinda be a bad idea to mix dark liquor with clear... But then again it was the weekend and I wanted to get lit so I said fuck it and took a few sips.

It was 12am. We finally started to walk around and we came across an 18 and up hookah lounge called Star Hookah. Nyla took out her ID and shoved the bottle back into her purse before we went inside. Tootsie was 21 so she was able to get some hookah with tobacco in it. Me and Nyla were under age, so we had to get the non tobacco flavors. We went to a booth all the way in the back and sat down. We patiently waited for them to bring our hookah, and after the coast was clear, Nyla took the bottle back out of her purse and we took some more shots. After us being there for about an hour smoking and drinking, I was faded. I tried my best to hide it from my friends but they already knew. "Tiana, you ok?" Tootsie asked. They both looked at me. "Yea I'm good, just a lil tired." I said as I leaned back in my seat. She rolled her eyes at me, "Yea right, you're fucked up. Time to go!" She laughed. We finished up at the booth and walked back outside. Nyla held my hand to make sure I didn't fall over. We found a table outside to sit down at. "You need to go home and get in the bed." Tootsie said. "Nah, I don't wanna go back to the house, my Dad is there and he might trip on me. I don't wanna hear his mouth." I said. "Well what are you gonna do then?" She asked. "I'm just gonna call my cousin to come pick me up, she lives around here and I can stay the night at her place." I lied. When I drink too much I start to get into my feelings a little bit and feel like being left alone. I also had a lot on my mind, it had been a very stressful week for me. I knew it wasn't safe, but I was irritable at the moment. "You want us to wait with you until she pulls up?" Nyla asked. "No it's fine, I'll just wait here until she comes." I said. They both shoot me a concerned look. "Guys I'll be ok, I promise! Go have fun." I told them. "Okay girl... if you say so." Tootsie said. They both gave me a hug. "Call us if anything happens ok?" Nyla said. I nodded my head and said "I will." And watched them both walk off.