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WARNING: DEPRESSING SHIT HERE

No one notices your pain because of that never frowning smile you always put on, you were tired of the life you were living. You were useless, worthless, and a broken person. 

You were in the Autobot base ignored by everyone, you didn't belong anywhere. It wasn't your fault that Jack and Miko broke up because Jack had feelings for you, you didn't mean for it to happen. You weren't even close to Jack. 

By the rumors set by Miko, Arcee and Bulkhead seem to hate you and Bumblebee, Smokescreen, and Optimus doesn't want to do anything about it. So you're just there, hanging around while Miko tried to get back with Jack and Raf is just on his computer. 

"Hey y/n can you come and help me if you're not too busy standing around?" Ratchet asked. 

You looked at him with that smile on your face and nodded, he picked you up and placed you on his examination table. 

"Whatcha want me to do Ratchet?" You always have admired Ratchet from afar and how much he helped his team. You always wanted to get closer to him but you're just afraid he might think your annoying. 

"Well y/n, I am working on this bio scanner that scans you, humans, in case you guys get injured"

"Oh okay," you said happily, you wanted to help him and you were pretty happy he asked you. 

"Wait, Ratchet! I'll do it instead of y/n, I don't want her to get hurt" Jack piped in.

"Oh no Jack that-" you tried to defend yourself but was interrupted by Miko.

"Really y/n? That's really petty of you, I know you were always trying to steal Jack away from me but can you not do it every day?"

"I-I'm not-"

"Miko is right y/n" Arcee stepped in with Bulk nodding agreeing with her.

Now, something just snapped, you were starting to tear up.

"Sheesh stop with the waterworks" Miko said at you.

"I'M NOT!" you yelled as tears streamed down your face, the whole base stood in shock as they never heard you yell before. You never yelled at anybody, EVER. 

You started crying while yelling at everyone except Ratchet:

"I DIDN'T WANT JACK TO LIKE ME, I NEVER WANTED TO BE PETTY. I DON'T EVEN LIKE JACK, I LIKE RATCHET! I KNOW I'M USELESS, WORTHLESS, A WASTE OF SPACE! Okay... I know I'm all that, I'm not something deserving to be fixed, I just.. I just..." You trailed off as everyone looked at you with concerning eyes. 

"Wait you like Ratchet?" Miko said. 

You stood frozen as you said something you didn't want to say, you look at Ratchet who tried to think of something to say. You couldn't take it anymore, you KNEW he didn't like you back, you ran out of the base with Ratchet asking you to stop. 

You ran through the canon's and up some cliff and you stopped running, your knees just gave up and you fell on the flood. You hugged yourself and started crying, even more, you didn't want to deal with anything anymore. 

You heard someone coming up behind you.

"Go away," you said moderately loud.

"That's my line"

You look up to see Ratchet, you just stayed in your position awkwardly, this is a very awkward moment your in.

"I just want to say y/n-" Ratchet started to say but you cut him off.

"I know what you're going to say, I don't have the same feelings that I have for you and it's okay, you don't have to say it nicely. I mean who would like a worthless, useless, a waste of space of a person like me?"

Ratchet grabbed you into a hug, "No y/n, that's not what I wanted to say, I really, truly, like you back. Your not worthless, you worth so much to me than anything else in the world. You're not useless the most dependable person I know, and your not a waste of space because you fill the empty space in my heart." 

You looked into his eyes, "R-really" you said as snot is still coming down from your nose.

"Really, and back from what you said at base, your fixable, not just that you're perfect. Nothing needs to be changed about you because I like you the way you are."

You smiled at what he said and snuggled even more on him, "can we stay like this for a while?" you asked. 

"Anything for you my love"

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