My Lover

Season 2 episode 2 finale

i woke up with the fear of facing reality right before my eyes. I dropped my kids off to school and went back home. I had a horrible and melancholy feeling today. Taehyung seemed to not respond to me the same. Taehyung left the house and didn't come back for a while. i got a call from Namjoon stating that taehyung has died in a car accident. i felt my heart brake. I didnt know what to do. That day i drove to a cliff that lead to water.

 I got out my car and went to the edge. I held my arms out and breathed slowly. "Taehyung...how can i carry on? i need you!" i cried out. "Jungkook.." i heard taehyungs voice as he appeared in front of me smiling. i smiled and blinked he was then gone. "Baby...help me. why did you leave me behind?" memories played in my head as i went to jump. before i could i felt someone touch me and pull me back to the ground. "Don't jungkook! everything will be okay!" i look at jimin and see yoongi standing behind him. I just cried and hugged jimin. "It's going to be okay!" "No it's not..he's gone!""Jungkook! stay strong, you have kids who need their father! do everything for taehyung! i am here!" I held jimin tighter. I drove with jimin in his car since he didn't trust me driving in my own. yoongi followed in my car behind straight to my home. Jimin picked up my kids and brung them home. They then left. "Dad, where is second dad?" asked run-yu. I looked at sarang and started crying. "Taehyung is...he is..i can't.." They both ran and hugged me. "It's okay tell us." "Sit down please." They sat down as i began to clear my throat. "Your father taehyung...has d-died today, he was hit by a car and will no longer be able to speak to you guys now. i-i want you guys to know he loved you very much and will miss you." they fell quiet and started crying. i held them both and cried with them. "Why did he leave us dad?" cried run-yu. "We will see dad for the last time in the funeral." "I can't dad....i miss him!" funeral day came as i wore taehyungs suit. I let my children wear two pieces of his jewelry each. I walked up to his open casket with my kids as sarang kept crying and recording her goodbye. run-yu held taehyungs hand and kissed his forehead. "Thank you dad for being there for me and buying me snacks when other dad will tell you no some of the time. i love you and miss you, can you wake up already?" sarang took run-yu's hand and went back into the large group. I started crying as someone behind me patted my back, it was namjoon. I saw taehyung had the wedding and promise ring on. I saw i did too and held his hand. 

"Baby...i love you and will raise the kids for us both, i will continue on in life and join you when it's time baby. I want you to know that i will miss you. i can't sleep without you. i love you..please come back!" i dug my face in his chest for a few seconds then left. everyone took their turn saying goodbye. "is there anyone who would like to give their last speech?" i raised my hand and spoke to the mic. "Thank you all for coming here to say your goodbyes and pay your respects to my husband taehyung, i wanna start off saying that even when he made poor choices i was there to help him get better, i was there to make things right when i was wrong. although my baby may be gone i will continue for him. taehyung was innocent, young, and smart. he was very lovely. he made me feel special and non alone. through ups and downs, through life and death he was always waiting for me. I love him. thank you baby." I stepped down crying. everyone clapped and held their hands out to pat my back. I took my kids home. i let them sleep and do whatever they wanted to do for today. they just wanted to stay in our shared room and sleep on taehyungs side so i wont wake up to an empty place. i still couldn't sleep. Years passed as my kids are finally grown up. the baby i saw in my other dream was real, run-yu grew up to be famous. I was alone in a quiet house. i went to taehyungs grave and planted the flowers. "Tonight is the night..im coming." I texted everyone letting them know how sorry i was for what i was going to do. i went to the cliff as last time. and jumped over the edge. i heard taehyung singing to me as i started drowning. 

memories played in my head. "I love you.." "I love you too taehyung.." "Dad!" "I'm sarang!", i smiled and everything went dark. I saw taehyung for the last time crying. i ran up to him and hugged him. 

"Baby! oh my god! your here!" "I missed you taehyung!" We held each other and kissed. "I'm sorry i tried to survive but i couldn't!" "It's okay...i'm here now." i smiled as tears rolled down my face. "Forever?" "Forever.." we looked at our hands and looked at our rings. everything around us was our own home and new life now. "So this is the after life?" "I guess so." "I love you jungkook." "I love you too taehyung." i woke up. "Shit." Years passed by. everything i saw in my dreams werent real. the baby was. everything else wasn't. i was glad my life was okay. I am married and i have kids. im also a grandpa. i can go peace fully.