𝐬𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧.

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entry # 1
00. THE WORST

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You know it get worse before it get better
Still holdin' my head up
Expectin' the worst, still pray for the better
Still holdin' my head up

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𝐨𝐦𝐧ᶦ𝐬𝐜ᶦ𝐞𝐧𝐭 ❦
"ʰᵉʳ ˡⁱᵍʰᵗ ᵃⁿᵈ ʰᵉʳ ˢᵃᵛⁱᵒʳ"

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what if we died together?

or..

what if we took our time to love each other??

what if we never met each other??

what if i loved you the way you deserved to be loved??

but.. what if we never fell in love with each other??
what if??

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eleven year old - JUSTINE smiled warmly as her sister complimented her for her good work. joey had picked her up from primary school right after work..

today was the end of the mark and joey had to pick up her report card.. and right now she had to be the happiest person alive seeing that her younger sister not only performed excellently.. she also came out first in her class.

She was really pleased of the young girl despite the fact that it was fairly dark outside (it sucked how dark it got during the winter), it was just merely 5:00p.m., and Joey had picked her up directly after work.

"i'm so proud of you! you see man, you can do it.. you are so smart.. you know that??" joey said as she threw her arm around her younger sister and pulled her in for a tight hug. she rubbed on the top of her head messing up her curls causing the younger girl to whine playfully.

joey was just so proud of how smart and well-behaved justine was.. even though she was the one raising justine.. and she was raising her well. she knew she didn't want justine to live the type of life she lived when she was her age..

she wanted her sister to have everything she couldn't have and achieve the pedestals that she couldn't get to..

joey had to be the one to play the role of being both the mother and father.. and in all honesty she was doing a damn good damn job at it..

"you got the brains jus.. and that noggin of yours is going to take you places you know that??"

"yes i know joey.. i just wanna make you proud.. that's all i want to do.."