~Light's pov~
When L cuffed me to his right wrist I protested because I knew he would find out I was Kira but of course, my dad just had to step in and defended him and misa was not pleased let me tell you she had started to yell at L don't get me wrong of course I enjoyed him getting yelled at it was just the way she was talking to him that got me so mad I almost snapped at her but shes an important pawn in my game to create the new world when I would be god but damn when misa was bitching him out I saw something I never noticed before I saw how his eyes sparked a dark black in the little light in the room as I felt a small heat rise to my cheeks I had to hide my face so misa or L didn't see it along with the rest of the task force and I tilted my head to witch my brunette hair covered my face just before L tugged on the chains signaling we had to leave but then I remembered we would have to be chained together 24/7 and the handcuffs we not that long so if I was to go to bed L would have to be in bed with me just thinking about it mad my face get hot and flush a red obviously L saw it and just had to say"light-kun~ why's your face red?" and I had managed to stutter ou these words "u-u-umm I was w-wondering I-If we w-were g-gonna share a b-bed I-if I were to sleep?"I mentally cursed myself for it I let my guard down a little and obviously, L had stated in his usual monotone voice no change in emotions or stance "well of course light-kun where else would I sleep then?" and I knew I had to ask another question "u-umm I-if we're like t-this for 24 hours a day how will I change at all or take showers?" he said he would wait outside the doors and uncuff me to do those things and in the meantime write in his so-called "journal" of his my behavior while he did I would do the things I had asked about and of course I was relieved but I was also sad for some reason well anyways all stands I was happy that misa didn't visit so much as in watari barely ever let her in which I'm grateful for so I didn' have to hear her annoying screaming all the time and got to spend time with L which might seem weird but I had fun getting to know him like really know him and I'm starting to think I might not want to kill him, after all, I might be starting to have a crush on this cute adora- wait?! What am I thinking no L is going to ruin my plans for the new world I will and must kill him but he's just so cute with his obsidian black hair and how he sits how he eats his sweets" Light-kun~ why are you staring into space?" L had said snapping me back into reality and I simply answered "I was thinking about something" which I think aroused his suspicions even more as to what I was thinking when he asked again but slowly getting closer to my face and I could just feel heat rising to my face I had always known I was gay it's just I NEVER would have thought my first crush was gonna be L, okay I know its petty to be saying he's my first crush but he is I always found boys cute and girls almost so revolting I would throw up but I had to get used to misa shes a major piece in my game but never meant to rule by my side so I would have to find one myself however long that took and here I am getting all close and personal with the man who might just rule by my side and he had to say something about my last name that went like this" Light-kun~ you know your last name backwards is I'm a gay and I want to know if it's true?" and my mind there that second had gone a mile a minute to find an answer my answer was the following"u-ummm why would you like to know?" and thats a question I will regret for the rest of my life he had so casualy answered " well light-kun~ I was just cruioius" and I knew he was never gonna stop untill I told him the truth so heres my following answer " well L sience you probly won't stop asking yes I am gay and my dads a homophobe so im pretending to love misa" and he also had the aduacidty to ask if i had a crush and of couse I did so I had answered " yes L I do have a crush" I never told him his name cause he never asked and he left it alone for a while untill one day in his sleep I was awake surprising right well anyways he was mumbling in his sleep that he was gay and had a crush be hes sleep talking got so low I couldn't hear the reat of his words and just went to bed the next morning L had unlocked the cuffs asuming I need to change and shower which I so badly needed I needed a cold shower due to my little friend in my pants from a dream I had in my sleep about me and L
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