I love you But I'm sorry Part1

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What will you do if you forgot you had a wonderful fiancée before and you thought he wasn't coming back and then one day you saw him in school again.

I was at school waiting for the bell to ring and by the time it rang. I was already out of the school.
     "Huh? What's happening why am I here?"
I then saw myself with a guy with white hair and his crystal blue eyes. It's Jack and this girl. Who is this girl I thought to myself.
I snapped out of it and find myself eating lunch. "Hey, Love are you okay?"He said as he look at me.
      "Love?" I ask him a bit confused.
      "Yeah, love what else should I call you dear?"I saw a man a very tall and handsome guy with shinning deep blue eyes and his fair confection. He walk towards me and said.
    "Love? Love? Are you alright? What are you thinking about love?"
Then I snapped out of it.

Ahh, what's happening to me? I don't understand is this real or is it fake what's happening to me I can't think straight.

Then there was Jack he was coming near me and confessed that he like me. Well that was unexpected. Then I snapped out of it again.

There's a voice a gentle voice calling me.
     "Elsa, love no don't do this to me?"
I was now in a room with this guy with his shining deep blue eyes and his faded blue hair. But I don't know him? Or I can't remember him at all? Am I his girl?
Why is that I cannot remember anything?"
Then I snapped out of it again. I found myself sitting at the bench of the school.
     Then Jack came near me
     "Els, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to startle you earlier by saying I like you."
     "Jack, I........ don't know what to say."
     "Elsa, sweetie please don't do this to me? Don't leave me your all I have and if you leave me I'll have nothing please Elsa love stay with me?" My voice in my head said.
I then snapped out of it.

Next thing I knew I was in the classroom and I saw Jack with Rapunzel. They were talking. I come near them and said.
     "What are you guys talking about?"
     "Oh, it's nothing really."

     "Okay,"I said as I walk away.
Then I snap out it again and I found myself in the music room with this handsome guy but I don't know him. He has deep blue eyes his tall and he has fair skin and his hair is faded blue. He started at me while he was playing the piano and he was good at it. He continued playing and he was so good at it and it slowly melted my heart.
     "Sweetie, what do you think did you like it?"
     "Yes, I did like it. But who are you?"
     "Me?" He said as he pointed to himself. I'm your fiancée."
     "What? I said in disbelief. Are you sure about that because I don't remember recalling having one."
     "Well you have one okay. He said and kiss my forehead. See you in class love. Love you."
     "Wait."
He stopped in his tracks and face me.
     "What is it love?"
     "How did we met?"
     "I'll tell you later okay. See you love you."
     "Yeah, sure."
Then I snapped out of it again and I found myself on a cafe with Anna and Mer they were talking leaving me to to sip my bubble tea.
I sighed. Anna and Mer were done talking and Mer wave goodbye to my sister.
     "Um, Anna. I know this may weird but do I have a fiancée?"
     "Now, where on earth did you hear that?"
     "So I don't was it only my imagination messing with me. I can't believe what she said next."
     "Of course you do, and how could you forget?"
     "What's his name?"
     "Oh come on really? you forgot even his name?" Anna sighed at me feeling disappointed that I don't remember the guy I love.
     "His name is Jaze and you two have been dating a few years now and you two got along so well that you wanted him to be your husband.
     "Wa-wa-wait what? Does mom and dad know about this?"
     "Elsa, mom and dad are dead but before they died they approved Jaze to be your husband and you were so happy. Because he loves you more than anything."

Oh no. What do I do I didn't know I have a handsome fiancée and I don't remember him. Cause it's so long I haven't seen him. Now I don't remember him because I haven't spent my time with him. But I want to but what about Jack, Jack told me he likes me. Should I tell him the truth and apologize as well. Because I cannot hurt him and I cannot hurt Jaze. I know he will understand. But how will I say it? How will I say that my fiancée is back? It's really complicated for me.
But I had to do this. I told myself. Then I snapped out of it and find myself in the gym. Because it's our semi final tryouts for the tennis team and I saw Jack cheering for me in the crowd and Jaze holding a banner for me and it says with big letters. Elsa, love you'll always have me. That brings the sparkle to my eyes and it give me strength to go on with the tennis team to win the tennis team. I was smiling at him. He mouthed. "Good luck honey. Win or lose, it doesn't matter. I'll be yours forever."
     "Awe, that's the sweetest thing,"he ever said to me.
     "I'm starting to fall for him."
Then I snapped out of it. Then I find myself sitting in the gym porch weeping in tears. Because Jack and this girl kissed in front of me. I was stupid to believe that he actually love me. I said as I cry. Then my fiancée approached me.
     "Elsa, sweetie are you okay?"
      "Yeah, I'm fine don't mind me."
     "How could I not. Please tell me why are you crying?" He said as we wiped my tears.
     "Promise you won't get angry."
He nodded his head. "Yes, I won't, now please tell me."
     "It's Jack, just lately he told me he liked me but now I saw him kissing another girl. It hurts. Because I used to like him and he liked me but I never told him. Because it might get awkward if he finds out I have a fiancée."
     "It's okay, Elsa. I can take anything just to be with you. Because your a very special person to me." He said and hold my hands. Now go. I'm sure your team is looking for you."
     "No, actually I want to know more about you."
"How come?"
"Why? Does it bother you if I ask questions?"
"No, not at all."
"So how did we meet?"
"We met at a cafe and you said you were heartbroken. I comforted you told you that it's okay. And I didn't ask you about your breakup because you're so fragile that if I mention it to you. You will have a meltdown and I don't want to see you cry so we decided not to talk about it. Because it still hurts you."
"But did I say his name?"
"Oh? His name was Jack I'm sure of it."
"Jack? Are you sure?"
"Yes, I'm sure."
Then I started to recall a memory.
Jack and I were together he told me he loves me and we kissed. But I didn't know there was another girl he was seeing. And she was... I don't remember her name. But she seem familiar where did I saw her before. Maybe she was my classmate or best friend. I cannot recall her face but I know she's someone really close me. Then I snapped out of it again. Now I was in a classroom I was holding a pen and I was writing down something that I couldn't quite understand I wrote. I love you Jack. It was written on my notebook but I certainly didn't write it.
     "Who? Is this? Who wrote this?" I thought to myself? Maybe I wrote it. Because I love Jack before but I'm starting to question that love? Does he really love me? Or he just used me in the past. I don't think he remembers because if he do. He will do anything to ask for forgiveness for what he did to me. But he doesn't remember for what he did to me in the past.
and I don't want him to remember.

I was the reason why he can't remember anything.

12 years ago.
Me and Jack were the perfect couple him and I are inseparable we were so close back then. Then one day Jack was walking and he was almost got hit by a truck but I saved him by freezing the road tracks but I didn't know that my powers were so strong and as he was walking he slipped and bumped his head hard he was rushed to the hospital and thankfully he was alive by then I continued my life without him. That's better that he wouldn't have known it was me who cause his accident. For years I've been living like this but there's someone always there for me and I was thankful for having him by my side he made me realize and descovered who I really am and as for my powers I kept in a secret place that no one would know but me and him sometimes I thought about Jack but I know we're not meant to be. Because I almost killed him. And I saw him again but he doesn't remember me. But I still remember him. What should I do? Must I tell him? Because if I did tell him he would hate me for what I did but I'm not sure if I should tell him or not. Maybe it's better not to tell him so that he can forget what happened to him in the past.
Then someone knocked on my door.
     "Who is it?"
     "Els, it's me."
I then opened the door.
She came in.
     "Elsa, is there a problem?"
     "Anna, I know I loved Jack in the past and it's my fault why he can't remember anything. But it's killing me because it's my fault why he doesn't remember me. Should I just forget him and love Jaze instead?"I mean it's easy to choose him instead.
Because I may forgotten him but he still loves me despite of that.

While Jack I admit I still love him but will he still accept me after what I've done to him before. Help me please tell me what should I do.

Now I know it's hard but still have feelings for Jack but first I figure out who is the girl he was seeing in the past. I know she's someone close to me. Maybe it's Becka cause Becka and I we know Jack ever since we're little but I doubt it was her because she's our best friend and even though Jack and her are close. I know Becka wouldn't do that to her own best friend. Unless she was a fake friend. This will not do I will have to talk to her about this. So I got my phone and started to dial her number.
So she picked up after the second ring.
"Hello? Becka are you there?"
"Els, is that you?"
"Yeah, it's me I'll get straight to the point."
"Okay."
"Are you in a relationship with Jack before?"
"Ew, no, and why would I do that? But I saw Jenna with her maybe she's the one you're looking for."
"What seriously?"
"I saw them okay? When your in the store buying something. Then she dragged Jack and kissed him okay?"
     "Why didn't you tell me?"
     "Because I don't want you to get hurt."
     "Even though you should have told me."
     "I'm sorry I didn't tell you."
     "Okay, I'm going to hang up now. Bye."
Then she drop the call.

Maybe I was right maybe Jack is not the one for me after all. Because faith is not on our side. But... what do you think. Should I love him or should I leave him because he doesn't love me that much anyway? I type on my laptop.

In the morning
I woke up and I flutter my eyes I realized I somehow got to the cafe and I was sitting there sipping my bubble milk tea. Then I started by someone who patted my back.
When I tuned my head around I saw my fiancée staring at me.
"Elsa? Do you love me?" He asked which making me shock. But I also do love him? But I don't remember who he is in my life. But I don't really know so I remain silent.
"You cannot answer? It's okay, I won't force you to remember but please try to remember me. Elsa, sweetie." He said coming closer to kiss to me he came close and put his lips against mine were like that for a while then he pulled away.
"Elsa, you must be tired. Come on I'll take you home."
"No, I want to know you more. Bring me to a place where you and I often met."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes, I'm sure."
"Okay, just tell me if you get dizzy."
"Okay."
"I don't want you to have a headache."
"Jaze, don't you want me to remember you."
"I do, what you to remember but the doctor says. Don't force yourself to remember because you'll have a massive headache and I don't want that."
"Oh, Jaze."I said and touched his face.
"Elsa, I love you. I just want to have you back."
"Don't worry, I'll remember you sooner or later."
He then came closer to me. I took a step back. He came close again until we're inches apart from each other. He then lean over and gently kissed me. I feel sparks within me electrify. Then I remembered something.

I remembered him and me are getting along so well. But Jack came looking angered because he cannot accept me and Jaze are couple now. Then he pulled away.
"Elsa, are you okay?"
I felt tears forming in my eyes because I just remembered some part of my lost memory.
Jaze saw me crying and asked.
"Elsa, are you okay why are you crying?"
"Jaze, I just remembered something."
"What is it? Elsa sweetie?"
"That we were happy. But Jack can't accept we're a couple he was so angry."
I said as I cried I buried my face on his chest and cried.

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