The Journey

the beginning

"We will be late for class lade "!!!
"Just come out already ", shouted Diane

Urrrgh my friend lack Patience  like she literally hates going to class zero second late ..

So here I am rushing to finish up my dressing  before diane berge into my room with weapons to drag me to school
I really don't want to go to class Today but daine wont take that from me due to fact that we have one test and one project presentation today ...

On our way to hail a cab to school diane begin to talk about her issue with class rep....

"You won't belive what john posted on the group Chat last night"
"uhmmm what ?"....i ask absent minded

"That guy is seriously looking for my trouble i told him I don't want to have anything to do with him .......so he went ahead to post my pic on the group chat tagging  NEW MISS JOHN ""

While diane was busy chattering about  john
I couldn't stop my mind from thinking about what happened few night  ago and mentally I feel so disgusted this morning just like every other day after the incident
I feel so disgusted about my self this morning ,
I scrubbed my body really hard just to wash away the disgust but it didn't work a bit
Well it hasn't work any time i do tho
my body is sparkly clean but my soul and mental self feels so dirty and can't stop asking myself questions like...

    What have I done??
   Why did I let it happen??
     What didn't I scrream???

Urrrrgh God this is bad and the worst part is I cant even tell my best Friend diane about it
  I just can't  ,don't know what she's going to say about me not that she's the judgy type but I don't even know how to explain to her

     So telling her is not an option for now  and I don't even know if she noticed anything since the night of the incident also asking her about it is not an option either I can't risk her getting suspicious .

Lade! lade !! Lade!!!
Uhn?"
I jerk awake ....
We're here already pay up"

OK I pick out some note and pay the cab man......

We are on our way to our lecture hall suddenly diane paused and grabbed my hand

"Lade what's wrong with you?"
"Nothing"

Lie

"Seriously I'm OK"
"Babe you're not" diane sigh
  You zone since we get out of the house and I'm sure you didn't  listen to my story"

Babe I'm sorry"

"No ! Stop! don't apologize just tell me what wrong with you"

"Nothing im serious" I replied

OK I belive you for now but whenever you are ready to talk know that I'm here"

i know she's not the type that let stuffs like this go easily
Oh God I feel bad lying to my friend

I Jerk back to reality when diane phone beep

"Shit Lade the lecturer is in class already!!!
  With that we quicken our pace to the lecture hall ..........

     Oh God! oh God !!"
"Can this day get any worse ...like seriously???" I mumbled

    Diane rolled her eye......

"Don't be so negative girl  all you have to do is explain to him that your pen fell and you were trying to pick it up "......with this statement diane winked

You think he will believe that? I asked unimpressed
     Or I could just ignore him "

Then be ready to  loose 15marks"

You know I hate going to lecturer's office"

"Nobody does " diane replied

"But you love disrupting the peace of the class which will actually land you in lecture's office" ....

I rolled my eyes

In this case diane is totally useless , she's not helping my situation
          My lecturer requested for my attention in his office and  I'm scared shitless
   If it was any other person I wouldn't be too bothered about it but we are talking about Mr James !!

That man is the reaper that roam the earth to harvest the good spirit of students
Who gives lectures for four hours straight !!
Also he has strict rules for his class. ....for instance No make up for ladies taking his course  
   Like seriously who does that??

So this is the man that requested for my attention in his office just because I laughed out loud during his lecture ....

  You can't blame me

immediately diane and I entered we knew we were late but just 1minute late 
This man won't take that so he told us to stay at the class entrance for 10min straight!!!

After we were seated he continued with his lecture that was when it happened ..........