Be My Valentine || Michael Jackson (Completed)

Feb. 07 - "Pick Me. Choose Me. Love Me."

Note: "Pick me. Choose me. Love me." is a famous line by Meredith Grey in the American TV Series, GREY'S ANATOMY.

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I'm enjoying the feeling of warm water that's dripping throughout my body. After a really tiring day, I'm craving for this hot shower the whole day. This city is very polluted that I can feel the dust through my pores.

It's pretty late but I still took a quick bath. Elders are always saying that you shouldn't wet your body especially your feet and your head if you're really, really tired and exhausted. This applies especially to those who've done physical activities.

It is a traditional belief where water is believed to enter your body and these 'unhealthy coldness' will cause discomfort. It will make you sick in some cases.

Anyway, you can just rest before showering if you believe in this folk but if not, then go on.

In my case, I kinda believe at it so I rested for a few minutes first before I jumped under the hot shower. I made it quick too. I just want to feel fresh and remove those dirt and microorganisms in my body.

I'm humming a random song while doing my night rituals. My body is only covered with a towel while I'm still inside the bathroom. I'm enjoying brushing my teeth tonight. Why do you care?

I felt the positive spirit in my body tonight. I'm unaware that there's a smile on my face. I just saw it when I looked at myself in the mirror to check my face.

I went to a date with Bruno today and the thought of that makes me happy. We're just dating. I mean, we're just getting to know each other.

No labels. No commitments. We're just going out from time to time. We want to take it slow.

For now, we're happy being friends. There's no rush though. I kinda like him so I think, there's no harm in seeing him right?

I just wanna know if he's a good guy and if I deserved someone like him or if he deserved someone like me. It's a two-way process. Just sayin'.

It's pretty quiet in my unit tonight. I know it's late but please remind me to play some music when I leave the bathroom.

Speaking of quiet, why is it quiet again? I believe I have a drunk visitor whom I left on the couch in the living room. He's acting like a drunk ass but I know he's not. A few drinks maybe but he's not drunk.

I rolled my eyes to myself upon remembering that asshole. I forgot I have company! He's bugging me earlier until I got home. He's waiting for me outside the building even though he got keys to my own condo unit.

This motherfucker is really something huh?

He doesn't know where I came from, what I did today, or the reason why I came home late. I refused to tell him even though he's my good friend and confiding in him is not a big deal.

I think we're not just good friends. We're not talking about it though. I think we're already best friends since we know everything about each other and we're constantly bugging one another.

It's no big deal if we're best friends because I like his company and he's a good person.

But my only question is, do bestfriends fuck each other?

I rolled my eyes again at that thought. It's just an occassional fuck. Friends with benefits kind of thing? Yeah. I think that's what it is. We're not always doing the thing. It will only happen when we feel like it and it is kinda rare.

We made a deal though. It has to stop if we started dating someone. It'll be off-limits no matter how sad or depressed we are.

No fucking if the other party is in an exclusive commitment.