Hey , u know me , know who i am . But not all of u know how am i . Or the real shit that has been going on in my brain . But thats not what im going to tell you . Today im going to talk about me . How sorry i am to you . Guys . Let just hope im not gonna talk shit . But yeah .here is the reason im here . Here is the snippet of my regret that i will feel and keep feeling one day , today , and on the future . I might not know nor realize what i might've been done or might be done to you but for all i know is im sorry. Sorry for everything that ive done . I might not be there when u want me to change and say sorry for hurting you that time . But sorry for sorry i dont even realize it most of the time . You dont know how i feel even though I opened about me feelings to alotta people but i dont tell them all including you . You might be thinking why did i tell alot of shit about my feelings to alot of people and how am i not suppose to tell everyone and not suppose to trust everyone . You might be keeping alot of your problems to yourself . Right maybe . But keep in mind that im not you . Iam me . I can tell people how sad am i . How happy am i . How the hell is people's problem became mine . How the hell did i change to the middle person to the main problem. It all different. You cant also say that you know me very well and shit like 'i dont just know you yesterday'.No please no . You also forgot that people change . I do change . In 6 months of a time . I changed alot . You dont even realize it but i do. You cant change me now that im a new person . I will be bad or nice you dont even know i dont even know. You cant even change me if you think you can . Sorry to say . But i am me . My self .please also tell me if you dont like to be friends with me and want me to go away from you because id be glad to fuck the hell off from you . Alot of people have been giving me advices and tell me to love and find myself first , even my counselor told me the same thing . I just don't understand it yet and im trying to understand . Give me time and i dont want anyone to be worry about me cause im all fine i keep worrying anout other people but im just fine . Its you that im worried. Let me tell you all i want is to see everyones happy and be fine . If anything ,I just wanna say that im tired and thats all i could muster. IM SORRY .
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Daily life thoughts
RandomThis is my daily thoughts that i will give time to explain how am i going to write my feelings . If you have time to read , it'll be a pleasure. Im open :)))
