I sometimes wonder if its a really good things to love someone when im not actually understand what the heck is self love , im still trying to find a way to love myself while loving someone . Or some people like my friends and family . Im trying my best to not let myself not be embarrassed with excitement and sadness around people because i want to be all natural and neutral around people because i dont want people to find out why i would be acting like that . Im still living and wonder about alot of things . Im still finding what is the best for me . Everyday i keep touching my skin whether its going to have more acne or not , i keep looking at myself in the mirror whether i lose weight or not . Things like that make me feel insecure about my life and im starting to compare it with others . "Why im not that lucky like her/he?" My question ask . Its the thing that keep me alive . God . Allah . Positivities . Friends . Family . Lastly myself. I sometimes feel like im starting to lose my self cause im thinking im fighting this alone . But i came across alot of other people stories in life that make me feel blessed that im not in their situation. And i feel bad for saying that im not lucky all the time . My self , i need to be more positive and open about my surroundings . I need to stop being selfish because i only think about myself all the time , about my body shape all the time , about my acne all the time , about my money all the time . I love you myself .
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DiversosThis is my daily thoughts that i will give time to explain how am i going to write my feelings . If you have time to read , it'll be a pleasure. Im open :)))
