And I'll Call You By Mine

5

( Back to Elios view)

He's here he's actually here. I looked him straight in his face. His sandy blonde hair glistened in the sun as well as the very little stubble with golden tips he had on his chin. The red in his cheeks grew more and more vibrant. I couldn't help but to tear up when I saw his silver star of David chain dangling around his broad neck. I looked up at him and he whispered "Oliver Oliver...". I can't do this anymore so I ran upstairs balling my eyes out but of course, he followed right behind me. I locked the door to my bedroom and all the memories came in like a storm.

"Oliver please let me explain open the door"
I walked to the door hot-headed and face full of tears. He looked at me with passion then walked into my room and sat on my bed.

" I have a job here in Italy, and your parents offered to give me a room to stay in I'm sorry I know I'm the last person you want to see"

"Oliver I don't know what to say but just for now leave me be"
As I was storming off into the other room he grabbed me by the wrist and tried to hold on but I pulled away quickly.

If I were to be honest I shouldn't have pulled away I should have let him press rewind and kiss me like he did that summer but I can't it's too painful because in the end of things he's engaged and I couldn't stop it no matter how much I wanted too

Later that night was very awkward first off I didn't go to dinner because I couldn't bear to at him and not break down right there at the table. At this point, I don't know what I feel but all I know is that I hate him but I also couldn't want him more.