He's gone ~Reddie~

3

It's been 2 months since Eddie's death and it's never been this worse. I cry myself to sleep every night, I just.... cant. I have to move on though. So I called beverly. "What the fuck richie?!? Its 2am!?" "Beverly, I'm really sor-" I tried to speak. "Hey, hey, hey, look I'm sorry, is everything okay?, its eddie.... isn't it?" "Yeah bev it is, I just miss him a lot and I-... I need you to help me get over it" "okay....?, well get your ass to sleep" "alright bev, see you tomorrow." With that I clicked off the phone.

Next day

"Hey bev"i said walking up to her at school. "Hey, I was thinking that we should go to a party tonight!"she said with excitement. "Erm.. I dont know bev I-" richie, come on please" she wined with puppy dog eyes. "Ya know what? Fuck it! Let's go to the party and get wasted!" "Hell yeah! Theres the richie I know" she said walking away with Ben.

!flashback!

"Are you really going to the party" "yes Ed's and you should go to, please its going to be fun" he sighed "richie you know how my mom is, she'll never let me go" "yeah, I really know how she is" I said with a wink. "Beep beep richie" he said with an eye roll. "Alright, well I'll see you tommrow eds" I said with a wave. "Richie dont call me Ed's" he wined. "Ya know you love it" I said already half way down the hall dancing.

!end of flashback!

NO POV

Richie was standing in frount of his mirror looking at his outfit. Just a pair of ripped Jean's and a Beatles shirt. He thought It was good enough. So he walked out of his house and grabbed his bike and went to the party.

RICHIES POV

I walked up to the door, sighed and knocked, I could hear the loud music and yelling from the house. "Richie!" Bev said with a hug and a drink in her hand. "Hey marsh, already getting wipped without me?" I said with a smug look on my face. "You took to long, come on" she said pulling me in the house. There were people making out, dancing, and just talking. Then I saw stan. "Stan de Manz" I yelled, "oh hey richie, bev said you were coming tonight" he smiled. "Uh yeah, I thought I should try to get put more ya know, it's been kind of hard since...." "rich.... I know, we are all hurting but we just gotta move on, uts what he would have wanted. It was true, I needed to stop moping around. So I got a drink and just talked to stan.

"Truth or dare!" Someone yelled. I decided that I should at least play a couple rounds. So I sat in the circle with some people. It all started with stupid dares, drink toilet water, dance on a tabletop, give a lap dance. Then it was my turn, " Truth or dare richie" someone said to me. "I'm no pussy, dare bitch" I said a little tipsy. "Makeout with stan" I was shocked, but not as shocked as stan. "Stan...." "no, its just a dare, let's get it over with" he said coming over to me. I grabbed his face and started kissing, the kissing got more passionate, as I started to deepen the kiss he pulled on my hair. Then we pulled apart. "Woahs" and "yeahs" we being yelled. Stan looked away with...a blush on his face?

Then it was time to go, I left with bev. The car ride was mostly silent. As soon as we pulled in my drive way she stopped me. "Erm richie..." "yeah bev?" " I need to give you something" she said looking a little gloom. "Yeah what is it?" I asked confused. She handed me a piece of paper and said "just read it... okay?" "Alright?" I said leaving the car and entering my house. I layed on my bed, I was exhausted. I tried to fall asleep but It didnt work, 5 minutes turned into 10 and 10 turned into 30 and 30 turned into hours. I just couldn't sleep, I looked around my room needing to so something. I saw the piece of paper that bev gave me, so I grabbed it and laid on the floor.

"Dear losers,

I know what your thinking, this is not a suicide note, I'm sorry you have to see me this way, I didnt want it to end like this, please dont be mad, I was just scared,I guess I was just afraid of what would happen, or if you all would leave me, I feel like you all just didnt need to deal with me, I'm weak and useless, Thank you all for being with me, please dont be sad about this, I love you all so much, I am so grateful for having you all and being a loser, so please think of this letter not as a goodbye but as a new start, and a promise, a promise I'm asking you to make to me, to each other, an oath, the thing about being a loser is, you have nothing to lose so be true, be brave, Stand and believe with every little part of you, stick together, and never ever change because we're losers and we always will be...

Eddie Kaspbrak

RICHIE POV

I didnt know I was crying until I couldnt see. I felt better, those l were the words that I didnt know I needed to hear. So im going to do exactly what Eddie had told us to do...I'm going to be brave..... for him.

BOOM ANOTHER CHAPTER DONE HOES, THIS IS TRASH, BUT IM STILL DO IT FOR SOME REASON, IF YA GOT IDEAS SHARE DEM. WELP THANKS FOR READING THIS SHIT
BYE HOES ~JOELLE~