Trina P.O.V
Today was a long day, I still cant believe it I'm Having A Baby, I can't say that I'm happy. I've basically had my life planned out, I was going to go back to school and get my masters in business, Vadius and I were going to get married and have our beautiful daughter and handsome son. It's sad that I can't live my dreams because of one mistake I did, now you people out there can judge me and say I'm stupid or whatever but you know what, I'm going to pick myself up and dust myself off because I have a child to look out for I can't sit around and be sorry all the time.
I slowly pulled up to the house and was in total shock, I parked my car and slowly walked up to the kicked in door, glass was everywhere and bullet holes were in the wall.
"Chris!" I shouted slowly walking up the stairs examining the rest of the house
"Chris are y-" I started to question but was quickly cut off by a slap to my face causing me stumble to the floor
"You see what your fucking friend did?" Chris said standing over me
all I could've done was cry
"Save all of those tears because you ain't gone be crying when I tell you the good news" He said leaning down grabbing my face "Your boy is taken care of and now you are officially mines and there is nobody who can save you" He smirked firming his grip
"Now carry your ass down there and clean that shit up NOW!" Chris spat out and let me go
I quickly got up and ran downstairs to the kitchen, I leaned on the corner and broke out in tears. The man that I'm having my first child with, the man who once told me he loved me is hitting me. How is this love? If this is his form of love I would never want him to hate me. What did he mean by Vadius is taken care of I grabbed my phone and called his phone but there was no answer, I called Lola's cell but it wasn't ringing I even called their house but nobody was answering I even called Los but that was another let down.
I was starting to get worried, did he kill him? did he kidnap him? I started to feel my cheeks sting from my tears falling on it.
"STOP THAT DAMN CRYING DOWN THERE!" Chris shouted
I couldn't take this anymore I grabbed my purse and ran to my car and sped off before he could come outside and follow me. I didn't know where I was going I was just driving and Ashanti 'Rain On Me' came on and it felt like I was living every moment over and over again
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
I'm lookin' in the mirror
At this woman down and out
She's internally dyin'
I know this was not what love's about
I don't wanna be this woman
The second time around
'Cause I'm wakin' up screamin', no longer believin'
That I'm gonna be around
And over and over I tried
Yet over and over you lied
Gettin' over and over my pride, yeah
I don't know why
And over and over I tried
Yet over and over you lied
Gettin' over and over my pride, yeah
I don't know why
Rain on me
Lord, won't you take this pain from me
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe
Baby, just rain on me
Lord, won't you take this pain from me
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe, no
