Poetry club!(countryhumans)

CHAPTER5(a member is missing...?!)

We went to school as usual,Everyday...everything...was...the...same...until something happened..."its gonna be a regular day hm?", so I thought...I got ready and went outside,I was waiting for Hong Kong to come and we would go together but...I never saw him so I thought of going to his house,I mean I know where he keeps his extra key he usuals has to get different keys sometimes haha,so I took his extra key when I went to his house,I opened the door and I went to his house,so I just went to his bedroom and banged the door and said "WAKE UP SLEEPY-PANDA!" No one answered so I just kicked the door open i broke my foot tho owie...I realised I had his extra keys and just opened the door with the keys...Gosh I was stupid...but for some reason I didn't see him anywhere but for some reason he wasn't there.i started to get worried then I heard the tv and I saw Hong Kong's face...on the missing pic so I took a pic of it

I ran to school because i was almost gonna be late then I realised how much time I missed out from school and it was already club hours so I rushed to school and went to the Poetry club and I saw the others and I told them about what happened for some reason NK wasn't suprised he just smirked,I didn't notice he was smirking and he just then changed his whole excpression.and said "oh no!who could've done this?!" I just then didn't suspect him after that

The days passed by I was pretty devastated and upset he was the person how stood by my side when no one else did...I'll miss him,but for now I remembered they gave me his backpack and I wanted to see if I could do his homework for him,until I saw this paper which said "hearts are red,sky's are you nobody makes me blush other than you." It was curious of what that meant but I kept it because I wanted to find the lover he wanted to give his to,then I saw this poem,maybe he wanted to show a poem to everyone...? Well I read it it said "the sky's blue bliss and the sunsets sun fade,the roses which are read,and the violets which are blue,sunshine's like sunflowers and oceans like a Delphinium
They are all beautiful,but not as much as you,all the the stars I've counted,yours were the prettiest ones I've ever seen,the moon shines in the sky like a light bulb but you're moon is the moon that makes my bulb lit up inside,oh you're the most beautiful girl I even meet,your heart,your starlight eyes, oh how my heart explodes when your around,I wanna always feel happy I always wanna see your starlight in your eyes,please date me singapore.you'll be the best nightlight.

-Hong Kong."wow his poem is really sweet but I never knew he loved me...oh how if only I had knew before...It wouldn't be like this...I miss him already...but now he's gone I will find him...I hope but for now I'll have to accept he's gone.for the next few days I just skipped school I didn't come.i just drew me and him what love we could've had together,if only I knew...my chance of feeling love is now gone...why...my eyes are puffy I wanna see him again then I thought to myself... "I mean a cut isn't so bad right..?it can relieve your stress so I just decided to go to the bathroom my bro was so happy to see me outside of my room.he ran up to me and gave me a big hug. "Please...eat,you don't look good.do it for Hong Kong." I started to sob.

I pushed Singapura away and said "DONT MENTION ABOUT HIM!" I ran to the bathroom eyes puffed up, I slammed the door and forgot about the knife,so I ran downstairs and grabbed the knife,my bro was chasing after me but I ran faster than him,and I was scared to cut myself,after a few minutes I couldn't do it but I didn't leave either then I saw a note in my pants I grabbed it and I saw a picture of me and Hong Kong as kids then I started crying some people would've not cuffed themselves if they were me but for some reason my eyes puffed up grabbed the knife and cutter myself sobbing after it felt...nice,I just kept cutting my wrists I felt relieve and pain, but I didn't stop,then I just stopped and I hear knocking at the door I heard three voices,north.k,south.k,and Brunei...they were saying " hey are you in here?" I just wanted to cry and opened the door and ran to my room holding the bloody knife...then I felt someone holding one of my hands,I looked around and saw south.k holding my hand and looking at my cuts he cried and tried to drag me in the bathroom but I tried pushing his hand raising my voice saying "LET ME GO!"he let go then north.k and Brunei held my hand  they dragged me to the bathroom but I pushed them and went to my room and slammed the door shut.
I started crying quietly blood was dripping from my hands but I didn't care I just cried then I heard the door slammed open and I saw my bro and the other poetry members they grabbed my hands and wrapped my arms I didn't care I just wanted to cry,my bro left my favourite food on the table and he said "here your favourite food." And just left,soon I went to school I had black bags around my eyes I just didn't care about what the others said I sat down in my place seeing a white flower that looked like Hong Kong flower I gave him.

AFTER SCHOOL.

I went to the poetry club,I stayed there for a while I laid on a desk and just cried it was just so hard for me...the others had to wake me up,they shared their poems while I was looking at Hong Kong's poem it makes me happy when I look at it then Brunei was looking at my poem and was looking sad, he said "I'm so sorry for your lost Singa." He said. I said "it's okay it's not your fault..." I said,I then,I was thinking to myself and then north was saying "okay.that poem is annoying throw it away" for some reason north was made when he looked at the poem.i didn't wanna give it he grabbed the poem and I didn't let go I started crying and said "GIVE ME MY GODAMN POEM BACK!PLEASE..." he was mad and didn't listen and tore the Poem,he looked and me disappointed and I started crying took one of bruneis knifes and went to the bathroom and just kept cutting my wrists,it didn't let out any stress I kept cutting till I felt okay but I didn't feel okay I only felt more pain and sadness.i did it until I passed out,I woke up in the hospital again...ugh...this place again it so annoying but I just wanted to keep cutting but they said I was in the hospital due to 'loss of  blood' I just didn't care I wanted to feel better.the members were worried even north was.i just turned away when I saw north he knew I was mad I lost a poem from my bestie i could've dated. After I got discharged I just was gonna do the same thing over until I just decided to walk to the nearby ocean,I thought to myself should I die? I'll see my bestie there,so I decided  it better the See Hong Kong I mean the others will join soon,the others ran to me but they were to late I jumped.

I left my poems I wanted to show to the others but instead I said "I'm coming BFF"

__________________________________________________________________________________ sorry it so dramatic it looks like it's the end but trust me I just started the drama...anyways bye love you all!💖💖