More than friends||Stray kids||Male oc

Three.

Valentine's Day

    Me and the rest of the members were in a cafe ordering our drinks and food. We decided to sit outside because it's a nice day, I had sat in between jisung and seungmin. they were too busy talking about wether they should ordered that food or this food. It also ends up with them bickering when they get their food and it doesn't taste good. it's basically a daily occurrence at this point with their bickering, it quickly ends though, with laughs and giggles.

As I was drinking my tea, I saw couples holding hands and kissing. I gave a grim look of disgust, i forgot it was valentine's day. No wonder hyunjin was so happy to get a day off and forced us to go out. I let out a soft laugh as i remembered Hyunjin forcing changbin to get up and hang with us. Valentine's day, the day of love. 

i despised this one day because of couples, i mean it's not that i hate their beautiful relationship. it's just that i'm lonely and hearing my close friends talk to me about their boyfriends everyday is getting annoying. i scoffed at the couples kissing right next to my window, seungmin shook me from my hatred state. i turned around and glanced at him wanting a reply. "Are you mad?" He questioned with a look i couldn't comprehend, i sighed resting my chin on my hand. "No I'm not mad" I answered—as he laughed at the expression i was showing, obviously i was mad. mad at me being lonely on a valentine.

i mean it's not like i could get a valentine either way, the entertainment industry is clearly strict on idols to not date which was stupid. their fans are going to become obsessed with us if it continues to stay up like that. it's not like fans are obsessed with idol that they don't want them to date? right?

"Are you jealous?" Seungmin chuckles in a light tone, i shook my head— i pushed his body away from mine and continued to silently wait for my food.

"don't be so nosy" I replied as i swatted his hands from my prying face, he only but teased me even more. pointing at the numerous strangers with their partner, i gave him an annoyed look to which he quickly stopped.

"You could just say that you were jealous" Seungmin laughed while straightening his posture, "I'm not jealous, i mean, i am. but i kind of wished i had a relationship with someone like that,," I traveled off yearning for someone to love me like that. 'out of all the relationships I've had, our final disagreement was that my partner never liked me or cared for me. I don't care if they said it out of anger, it just really hurt knowing that they said that.'

"don't think like that! hey, i mean at least you got us!" Seungmin exclaimed trying to cheer me up from my lonely state, he silently intertwined our hands together. to which i gave a certain look at him, "see? now you're not lonely!"

I couldn't help but redden, man what's with him and felix showing such couply affections. I turned away from his prying eyes and turned to face jisung, he was busily taking pictures of himself to notice my eyes lingering onto his face. It was cute seeing him pose for a picture than silently grumble when he sees something he doesn't like in the picture. Onto which he has to repose and do it over and over again, i guess he gave up because his face shone a look of discourage.

Finally our food arrived and while the others were busily taking pictures of their food, i ate my food quietly. "Hey Minjun i got a question" I glanced up hearing Felix's voice. I nodded telling him to go ahead and ask the question, "why don't you ever post on Instagram?" He asked as i thought for a minute and answered, "eh it's either i didn't look cute or i had nothing to post."