My Thoughts

Pain

Pain is all you feel

It's like a Virus , that you got infected with .

It slowly crawls on to your legs , high to your Shoulders

and even higher to your Brain .

Pain

It is nothing compared to what you feel inside 

What if they saw your Scars ?

You ask yourself

If they notice the Wars

inside of you

Would they Save you  or push you even more 

Into this hole of sadness and darkness

Would you be able to get out of there 

or would you sink to the ground 

coursed to never come out anymore 

You try to remember when you last  laught ....

but you can't 

You say to yourself :,, I'm fine"

crack a couple smiles as you look in the mirror

But you hate the  Person standing infront of the mirror

Horror

it's what you feel when you see others Smile

It's what you feel , when you ask yourself :,, Why do I have to be this way , why cant I be Normal?"

But you can't find an answer to this Question 

So you lie to yourself and to the others 

Pretend to be Happy .

Those who call you stupid , must be stupid themselves 

Cause one fake smile and they all believe it. 

So you drown in your Pain 

try to scream , to struggle , to get out ,

you suffer , but no one sees your Despair

And you litteraly Drown .