JR|Brother's Bestfriend 2 |✔️

♡Am back♡

I woke up to my alarm once more,I turned it off then started off the day by checking on amara.

She was still sleeping so I took this time to go threw social media then I had a shower,brushed and changed into:

When i was done amara was still sleeping and i decided deep down in my heart to make a youtube video.a comeback to social media kinda thing,but it was gonna be a youtube video that would change my life completely,but anyways here goes nothing.

I went exploring In The store room for my old stuff and found my camera,along with that was a hoodie and it was josh's,I slowly picked it up as I shook off the dust that was on it because it was there for two years,I took it to the laundry so it could get washed as I held and smelled the cologne that came with it and with every sniff it was as if I was taken back to those days when we would just cuddle and his colonge's scent would just fill my nostrils with happiness because of the amazing scent it held.

I finally got what I had come for as I took the cologne and hoodie with me too because,what person in there right mind would leave it there again.
I walked into my room with the stuff then rested the cologne bottle down on my dresser then I sat down,crossed legs infront of a window so I had got lighting and I started to get the camera.

I set up the camera and reminded myself of how everything worked then I started off with my video:

Me:hi,so um...
wow it's been so long I cant even remeber how to start a video,um

Me:so,um..hello and uh n-nice to meet you?

I laughed at myself then tried again.

Me:hello,you there,person,thing,ya-no
I cleared my throat then tried to speak but stopped myself halfway and just got my phone and watched people introduce themselves on youtube so that I knew what to do.

"okay okay"I said as I posed the video I was watching and got into posture to talk in the yt I was making.

Me:Hey guys,and welcome back to another video....wait no,my last video was 2 years ago.

Me:okay you know what!...Hi people,its me y/n and am back from...the grave,I know that I have been gone forever-two years now.
I nervously laughed

but uh,am finally ready to talk about my disappearance because then everything will make sence and yeah,this is a really short and weird video but it's just basically a,Hi it's me again and im back on youtube and instagram and prolly tiktok,kinda video so ye...Wait what do I do now,oh um.

bye?
I said as i waved weirdly and ended the video,I was so confused that I forgot how to make a fricking video but hey!,i can always edit and look less like a fool.

I edited my video and honestly,I had a good laugh at myslef because I made it more a funny video than a comeback but whatever  gathered up all my courage and strength and...I did it

I Pressed Post.

I could hear my heart beat because i was so nervouse but,whats done is done.I stopped what i was doing when i heard amara's cry and i rushed to her,I walked over to ther crib and carried her out of her as i calmed her down.

me:it's okay,mumma's here shhs 
she finally calmed down and i took her to the bathroom to start off her day as well,i brushed and bathed her then just put her into some leggings and a top since it was a stay at home day today because we didn't have plans.When i was finished with amara,i feed her then she went off to play in her room as i decided to check on my video.

4k views! omg i didn't actually expect people to even remember me ahaha,i got my phone and went on tiktok then switched to my actual account to find loads of dms from fans conserning my comeback video,i was all over the for you page,i scrolled through more tiktoks when i landed on one were i saw there caption:"no joke,this was there reaction" and i watched the tiktok, it was Thomas holding the phone,I recognised his voice as he recorded everyone watching my video,they were sat on a couch as the tv was playing and they all dropped there jaws,as they watched the video,at the end of the tiktok Thomas says charli are you crying?she then turns around and her hands are on her mouth with total shock while her face is red with tears streaming down her face and i just broke."i miss her so much"
Then the tiktok ended and started again.
Damn.these people mean so much to me.

I scrolled threw more tiktoks then i saw one from the swayla and it was just Bryce recording the carpet but you could hear voices and yells.

"S-S-SHE,omg,SHES GORGUES"  "OMG,I MISS HER SO MUCH!!

"I CAN'T-OMG"

The sounds of laughing boys toke over after that boy yelled those things,at the end of the tictok he lifted the phone up to show him...josh,standing directly infront of the tv as my video played,he was the one yelling.

I later noticed something on his wrist when walked closer to the camera...my favourite bracelet.

All this emotion,it took me back to memories I held dearly in my heart,hearing his voice and hearing him say those things,i wanted to hug him.feel his touch.feel his lips on mine.i just wanted to be with him.

I switched off my phone so that i didn't start to tear up,but my bed start to vibrate and i quickly picked up my phone to see someone call,charli...

I decided to answer but i put my thump over the camera so i coudnt be seen and then i heard he say."SHE ANSWERED OMG,GUYS!! SHE ANSWERED"i then heard a bunch of footsteps come nearer as a bunch of faces popped into the frame.

Avani:y/n? i-is that y-you

me:....i think

charli:c-can we see you? i heard her say caringly as everyone was squeezing into eachother to try and see.

charli:y/n,please if its you.i just want to see you,i haven seen you face in 2 years.

i felt so guilty and bad that i got up and walked to my window with my thump still on the phone so that i had good lighting then i slowly slid my thump off as they all watched in silience.

me:h-hi i said nervously waving,i then saw charli burst out in tears which made me want to cry.Everyone was just shocked and overwhelmed.

Avani:omg,I have so much stuff to tell you
Avani said as grabbed the phone

Mads:um okay,I need to tell her something
She pulled it from her

Charli:um,its my phone
Charli said taking it back,all the girls then started pulling the phone and trying to get it as I sat there laughing,not realising that amara was slowly walking into my room.

"Ahhh"one of the girls screamed,her scream was to familiar-it was avani. The girls stopped in there tracks to see what was wrong with avani.

Avani:that is the cutest human being I have ever seen!
She said looking into the phone and I turned behind me to face amara standing there half awake with her bunny in her hands and her rubbing her eyes.

Amara:mummy am sweepy
She said walking up to me and trying to squeeze her way into my arms.

I carried her as she crawled up into a little ball and I looked back at the screen to see all the girls shocked.

Avani:mummy?

Charli:no frickin way

Mads:y-you have a...wait that means

Dixie:can someone explain what's going on.

They all looked at eachother then back at me expecting an answer.

Me:so uh,I um.i kinda...sorta...
have a daughter
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