Illusion (Yeosang x Seonghwa/Seosang) [COMPLETE]

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"sHut uP yOu dUnCe! ThaTs nOt hOw iT woRkS!"

"YeS iT IS yOu dOnKEy"

"Both of you shut up already- please," I quietly hissed/begged them. Everyone in the cafeteria was looking at us. San and Wooyoung were at it again. Bickering like an old married couple over a simple math problem. How trivial. "People are staring at us-"

"You think I give a horse's arse about what others think of me?" The raven-haired male, with a streak of red, asked.

"You shouldn't worry too much. Other people won't matter later on in your life. Don't worry about others judging you- SAN NO THAT'S NOT THE RIGHT ANSWER!" Wooyoung glared at the other.

A sigh escaped my lips as they continued to bicker once again. They were the only friends I had since I moved here. I had arrived here with my mother and father about five years ago, in my seventh-grade year. I was a quiet kid. A shy kid as well. I tried to fit into groups of kids but no one ever really spoke to me. That changed when I met Wooyoung. He was a very cute and friendly soul. Yes, I am gay. Though I never told a soul. Not even my mother. That day, Wooyoung started talking to me and quickly we became close.

"Hello. My name is Wooyoung! You're new right? It's a pleasure to meet you," He said with a smile. I hesitantly shook his hand and smiled, whispering my name. "Oh, I love your name Yeosang. So gorgeous!" Wow was he flattering. It made my heart flutter. His eyes were beautiful along with his whole complexion. I hated myself for this but I had started liking him that very day. Curse my weak emotions. He was just so sweet.

We had also made another friend named San. Us three were like the three musketeers. A strong bond that never could break us. Soon another girl joined our group of friends. Her name was Solar. A very sweet girl in the beginning. She actually ended up dating San for a good portion of our friendship. I was also pretty close to her along with Wooyoung.

One day, a couple of days after we all had first met, I was sitting in class with Wooyoung next to me. The bell rang, thankfully, and we both got up. We were going to meet up with San for lunch considering we didn't have all the same classes. Though as we were walking, I heard someone call out, "Babe!!" I turned around along with Wooyoung. "Please don't be addressing Wooyoung" I had begged in my head. But the silver-haired male had smiled and waved back.

"Hey baby!" he replied happily.

My heart sank. Though I forced a small smile. I knew I shouldn't have let myself like someone. Granted, I had only known him a few days. The brunette ran up and swept Wooyoung into a big hug. "How are you?" He asked with a toothy and innocent smile. Reminds me of a bunny.

"I've been good! What about you, Hun?"

They were talking quite a bit back and forth until I finally cleared my throat to make my presence known. "Oh, Kookie! This is my friend, Yeosang. Yeosang, this is Jungkook or Kookie for short."

"It's a pleasure to meet you," I managed to choke out as I shook his hand. He seemed nice enough. So far.

He shook my hand as well and we smiled. San finally caught up to us as they introduced themselves as well. San didn't like Kook. I could tell by the look in his eye. I didn't know whether to trust him yet or not. Though it was ok considering he didn't do anything yet. Yet...

As time went on, Solar, San, Wooyoung, and I had gotten really close. San was dating Solar and everything seemed to be ok. They would randomly make fun of me but in a funny way. We were friends so it never affected me much. Soon, I spoke to San about Wooyoung and how I liked him. San was thrilled which shocked me. He said he didn't like Kookie and didn't trust him at all. From there on, since there would be a little bit of odd tension between Wooyoung and me, San would always yell out, "WOOSANG," while I hid my face in embarrassment.

One day Wooyoung came to us, heartbroken and upset. He had received news that Kookie had cheated on him. He was depressed. Upset and confused. Never had I ever seen him so sad. It pained me terribly to see him like that. This made San hate Kookie even more. There were so many conflicts. Eventually, Wooyoung forgave Kookie and got back together with him. I didn't wish to be the rude friend who didn't support him, so I plastered a smile on my face whenever he said they were staying together. It stung like hell but as long as he was happy. I continued to like him throughout our entire friendship and San knew it as well.

Though during those five years, I actually had gotten together with people who had come and gone. The first one, Hobi, asked me out on Valentine's Day but I didn't have the heart to say no so I accepted it. He was the sub in the relationship. Oops, too much info? Anyway, I was more of a sub but oh well. There would be times where he got drunk and would slap me across the face. It didn't bother me much as I just told him to stop. He wouldn't so I would threaten him by saying no hugs or kisses. Normally that kept him in line until one day it didn't work. He said he'd stop but as soon as I kissed him, he slapped my face again and laughed. Ugh. I hated it when Hobi had to be drunk. He also started splurting things that suspected he had been cheating on me as well. It hurt. Bad. He would rarely come to school and wouldn't answer his texts so I would literally wait ALL day for him. I waited. After a week of no contact from him, even when I asked others if they'd seen him, I gave up. I considered us done. Wooyoung and San felt bad but it was ok. I was used to the pain at this point.

Another one, he did open relationships so I didn't care. There was already someone I had started liking. He was cold-hearted at first but warmed up to me. Which made me feel special. Little did I know that would be my greatest mistake. Anyway, the other person I was with was named Chan. ((from A.C.E. Not Bang Chan)). He ended up saying how he wanted to fuck someone else right in front of me in a group of people. I went to the person I had liked more so and he defended me. His name was Namjoon. But ended up getting beat up badly by Chan. I felt bad for Joonie. It hurt me to see him hurt and beat up. But I had left Chan eventually.

Things were fun and happy again as I quickly became a very popular person at school. Not like the snobby popular but the popular where people just happened to know who I was. I started getting out more and talking to more people. I ended up getting together with Joon but it all ended up being toxic. It was terrible and I had cried myself to sleep many times. He would randomly ignore me without saying why. He would manipulate me. He wouldn't believe me sometimes considering his trust issues and once pinned me to the wall by grabbing my throat. It was terrible. Thankfully everyone I knew helped me out. They were kind enough and patient enough to help me out of it. Eventually I left him but that left a deep emotional scar. I never thought I would be able to get over him.

The friendship I had continued with Wooyoung, San, and Solar. Until Solar kept bringing more and more drama into our lives. She would get associated with the wrong people and things became difficult. It didn't help that fact I already had my parents fighting and yelling at each other at home over my special needs sibling. Things got tougher. Turned out she was a toxic friend all along.

Long story short, she had pressured Wooyoung a bit into slightly cheating on Kookie with her after her and Sans's relationship had ended. She brought toxic people into our friend group. Last but not least, she had been with Kookie and even had gotten pregnant with their kid AFTER Kookie had given Wooyoung a promise ring. Wooyoung wasn't himself for a good couple months. He stayed with Kookie though nonetheless. But he didn't act like he was. WE actually started acting like a couple.