My dream

6

"I think i-
"I think i love you mackenzie"he said.Wait what ?i questioned my self quietly."are you lying?" I asked"no,i know we're young but you are the most beautiful,funny,talented girl i know"he said ."oh um ok,i will be right back"i said getting up to go ask the doctor something.
________10 min later____________________
"Braden?"i ask seeing him asleep with tear stain cheeks"oh no,i hurt him"i said quietly starting to sob.
❌warning:self harm❌
I grab my razor and took the blade out.I made sure i locked the door.Then i cut
*1 for being dumb
*1 for hurting braden
*1 for being ugly
*1for ruining everything
❌end of self harm❌
I cleaned up cuts and hid the razor .i then exited the bathroom to see braden awake.
Me:"i am sorry that i made you cry,i just didn't thing what you said.
B:"its ok,i just thought you didn't like me back
Me:no i understand
I then walk over to the bed ,got in and snuggled up to him.I made sure not to hit my wrist,He didn't seem to notice.
A few hours later my mom came in and woke us telling us it is time to go."mom can we get something to eat i haven't eatin' anything at all to today"i asked
"Yeah sure sweety.."
To be continued
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A/n when your crush doesn't like you back🙍🙋
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