Him and I

Chapter 12

JongIn

It felt so good to have his arms wrapped around me again. But I couldn't give in—not yet at least—I had to give it time. As per what Chanyeol said after he tried to talk me out of this. I waved goodbye to fans and popped in some earbuds.

One, two, three, four
I think I'm losing my mind
Trying to stay inside the lines
It's like I'm running in place
How you keep staying the same?
Baby, I, I guess I'm something different
And I'm okay with that
I can't fake no more smiles
That shit gon' drive me mad
I'm focused on the future
Don't care 'bout nothin' else
Oh oh oh

Walking I kept thinking to myself how I'm gonna go about revealing myself to him. I couldn't go on just watching him from a distance, just wishing everything would go back to how it used to be. Before I had to leave him behind, so many questions in his mind.

I'm better by myself
I'm better by myself
I don't need no one else
I'm better by myself
Myself
Don't wanna answer questions
Just want your company
It's all good on the surface
Show me what's underneath
I'm not concerned with drama
I left that shit in school
I'm more concerned with commas
Than keeping up with you
Keep that away from me
I put the Heisman up to bad energy
No empathy, especially when the kid off Hennessy
Fake friends to me make my mood go south like Tennessee
Make the fool come out like, "Who is he?"
I mean, I tried to tell y'all
I'm better by myself
I'm better by myself
I don't need no one else
I'm better by myself
Myself
Self
I don't know who to trust
These days everyone's shady
Fool me once, I'm on my own
There is no second time, baby
That's the shit I don't like
Please no yes, no maybes
What else?
I'm better by myself
I'm better by myself
I don't need no one else
I'm better by myself
Myself

I just have to keep playing this game.