Chapter 1

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Hosuh POV
I hope they don't notice I'm gone.. I don't want them to find me here. Please don't come her I don't want to see there disappointed faces...

There I was standing, at the edge of a really tall building. I was wear a shortsleeved shirt with some shorts and all you can see is cuts,bruises, and more cuts. All I wanted is to disappear, I'm already and disappointment to my family, I just want to die.

Here goes nothing.

"HOSUH!!! DON'T JUMP!"

"Huh?! Your not supposed to be here!!"

They can't see me like this!!

"GO AWAY!"

"HOSUH!!"

"HOSUH!!"

"AHHHH!" What the hell was that! I started crying so hard I realized I was shaking.

"Hosuh are you okay?!"

"Y-yeah im fine."

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah."

I felt something hard but warm rap around me. It was Stephen hugging me.

"Hosuh you can tell me anything. Don't make me worry anymore..."

"I-I'm sorry..." i started crying. Why do I have to be such a big crybaby?! I want to be strong!

"It's okay Hosuh let it all out..."

I explained everything thing to Stephen and he calmed me down with his peaceful voice.

Why do I have to fall for you even though you have a girlfriend ... I'm way better than her... she's toxic and always wines about him not loving her because he didn't buy her this.....

*ring ring*

I look to see Stephen phone and it's Amber calling him. Why at this time? She could fine it some other time and it's 12:30 am!!!

"Hey what's up babe?" I wish Stephen could tell me that.

"Sorry, no I can't I have better things to do."

"Are you seriously going with your friends but you won't go out with me?! I am your girlfriend! You should treat me with more respect! You should do what I ever I say!!"

"Amber... go back to sleep it's 12:32 am you should I be up this late."

"Then why are up at this ti- oh I know what your doing up this hour... YOUR CHEATING ON ME!!Wow just wow!! "

"How am I cheating on you?!? Just because I woke up this late doesn't mean shit! I'm done fighting good night Amber."

"NO! We are not do-"

*call ends*

Stephen should really break up with her...

"S-Stephen? Are you okay?"

"Yeah I'm fine Hosuh."

"Want to talk about it? This is pay back since you did the same thing with me. But it's okay if yo-"

"I want to break up with her. She's just so toxic!! But she always says that she loves me. And we have been dating for 4 years! She's always been telling me 'when are we going to get married?' And 'when are you going to propose to me?' Sometimes she would even say 'how many kids are we going to have?' I want to stay with her but at the same time I want to break up. Oh! Uh sorry for rambling!" I swear I see a splash of pink on his cheeks which made me giggle.

"It's okay! In my opinion I think you should stay with her talk things out." What I'm i saying?!? "Communication is key to a relationship." Stop speaking please! "And if something bad happened come talk to me about!" My voice was kinda shaking at the end, I tried to hide the pain but I started crying again.

"Hosuh! What's wrong?! Is everything okay?!"

"Yeah I'm okay it just reminded me of someone I really love. But they already have a 'boyfriend' and they are really amazing and great to talk to..."




Stephen POV
Does he already like someone?? Why am I getting a little jealous... I already have a girlfriend!!

"Hosuh."

"Yeah?"

"Let's go to sleep it's 12:46 am right now."

"Oh okay good night Stephen!"

I got up from Hosuh's bed to leave to my room. Until I felt a little tug on my sleeve.

"U-Um Stephen? Can you sleep with me? I can't fall asleep and I'm also scared of the dark..." I looked back at him. Why does he have to be so adorable?!
I could feel my face stared to get hot. Good thing the room wasn't to bright.

"Yeah, yeah sure."

"Thank you."

I got in Hosuh's bed until I feel little arms hugging me. I hugged back. But I saw Hosuh's arms... why does he bandages on his wrist?!

"You saw my wrist huh."

"Hos-"

"Im sorry!! I shouldn't be doing that... it's that I'm just tired of being lonely. I'm tired of being sad. I just don't want to live anymore... if I was gone people would be much happier instead of being irritated by me..."

"Hosuh don't ever say that! You are lived by everyone! We all care about you! If you where gone I would be deviated!! Don't ever say that please.."
I stared to hug Hosuh tighter. He was so skinny!!

"Have you been eating?! Your so skinny! This isn't normal!"

"I've been on a diet...."

"Hosuh starving yourself isn't a diet. Tomorrow I'm making breakfast and you are going to love it!!"

"Okay then if you say so."

"We should go to sleep now it's 1:00 am."

"Alrighty hosuh good night! I love you but no homo!"

I heard hosuh giggle... how cute..

"Alright I love you too no homo."




















This is my second book! Hope you enjoyed it!

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Also to make the chapter much lighter here is a video of Stephen being a crackhead I guess 🤣 the moaning means he's stretching!!! I hope...

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