Destiny's Game ( A Zayn Malik Fanfic ).

-chapter 15

Chanel

So spending this day all alone wasn't quite a good idea! I was getting worse to be honest..

I kept looking at our pictures, Zayn and me , which made my eyes look like those drug dealers.

My hair was in a mess bun , wearing my mom's pj , comfy and big and again my scary eyes were as red as hell.

I was spending all day in my bed , I brought everything I will need to eat from the kitchen and that's because I was too lazy to go out of my bedroom during the day .

It was cold , storms and rains outside! And apparently it's lasting all day.

As my phone was switched off, mom called me home to check on me , and then Sam did, who invited me over but I rejected her offer pretending I had a headache and not feeling well.

I turned on the tv finally and searched for a good movie. Luckily I ended up watching 3 this day , and the last one was "if only".

A Drama movie with a tragic ending .

Seriously the monster would've got scared if he saw my face after I had watched it! Terrific!

I washed my face and then went back to my bed , it was almost 8:15 pm .

The door rang. I was hoping to see my parents , to not terrify strangers ...

I went to the door , the storm was going crazy outside. And finally I reached and opened it to see a man standing all wet in front of me . I wasn't seeing him good enough, so I stepped a little and blinked before noticing it was..

'Zayn? What are you doing here?'

I found it hard to believe that the person standing right there was him..

'Yes me . Can I come on in?'

'Of course come on'

He went straight to the living room and stood up next to the fire place . Man he was all wet!

'Why aren't you in Lond-'

I began to start a conversation but he cut me of

'Why you lied to me?'

I can feel him frustrated.

'What? I-'

'Yes you lied to me about your memory!'

His voice getting louder a little.

Now I can't deny anything , he knows already .

I didn't say a word he continued saying

'And what's wrong with you? '

I guess he saw my "very good looking huh" .

He still cares , that's good.

'Nothing just not feeling good'

'Chanel why did you do this to me?'

He kept looking at me with his eyes , shining brown eyes asking for answers .

' did what Zayn ? You're the one who had left me while I was sick in my coma, you're the one that moved on and went to another city..'

'Oh so they didn't tell you the truth yet'

he said pausing a while

I was focusing on him talking when he finally perceived

' your parents didn't leave me any choice! I was obliged to go, I caused you problems long enough and they didn't want me next to you again '

What did my parents do?

I tried to ignore his argument

'Oh yeah? What about your girlfriend ? What about her Zayn ? I thought you really loved me but all this was a lie?'

' Emily ? You think I love her? Never did and never will.

She was helping me forgetting about you, she loves me, yes to be honest! But I always considered her as my best friend and as a trust worthy person '

'Why you haven't left her then?'

'Management didn't allowed me to do it. They believed that if we broke up the fans will be going crazy and all these stuffs'

'I don't care, you left me and that's what I know Zayn '

I said bursting out crying , I tried to hold my tears but failed.

As usually, I always get week in front of him. Can't do anything about it.

Tried to avoid looking at him as much as I can, but I felt he was staring at me , not moving an inch.

'I still love you, never stopped before and never will'

I was looking to the ground listening to him and washing away my tears ,

But as soon as he said this sentence he made me freez in my place and

I looked at him speechless .

What should I say to him now ?

Hug him and stay in his arms all night like nothing had happened ? Or make him leave and try to forget about him ?

After all he did give up on me , he could've changed his destiny but he didn't .

'I'm sorry but I can't'

I said looking at him in the eyes , hurt , didn't know how these came out of my mouth, I wish I didn't say anything but it's too late

He had tears in his eyes , I tried to avoid them looking at somewhere else in the room.

'Then this is our last goodbye'

I turned over him but he kept looking at me for seconds and went outside the house.

I stood there , not moving an inch , but realizing what just happened , Mom and dad came back and saw me like this in the living room .

'Honey is everything all right? I saw Your friend Zayn leaving -'

Mom said trying to turn me over her, but I didn't look at her and ran to my room.

This is the craziest yet worst day ever.

The second day Sam came over , I refused to talk to her, she betrayed me again and told Zayn , how can I trust her again?

I told mom I didn't want to see her , but she entered the room and insisted to talk to me .

I had no choice , I mean I was in my bed what can you do more to hide ?

'You need to listen to me! I didn't tell him ! Remember when I was talking with you on the phone at Louis'? Well he heard me! And apparently told him after he had promised me no to!'

I didn't say a thing .

'I swear I didn't mean to ! Please?i even had a fight with Louis on the phone.

You're my best friend and my only sister , I would never do such a thing to you! You know this better than I do! '

She started crying , of course I ran and hugged her , I can't have another fight with another close person at the moment , specially Sam.

I needed her by my side more than ever.

_____________________

Hello!

I'm late I know and I am so sorry! But I had SO MUCH exams this week and didn't have time to write !

For all my new readers thank you for reading my story! I love you all!

Please vote and comment it means a lot ! xx