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Still In Love (Kissing You) - Beyonce
5 Months Later
~ Dawn ~
"I'm sorry," I told Bobby. "I can't keep doing this to you."
"You still have feelings feelings for your ex?" He asked, looking up at the sun. I nodded slowly. I felt bad, because I turned Bobby into the rebound guy after 2 months of lonliness. Ty doesn't speak to me or anything anymore. He broke his promise, but that's something I'm going to have to deal with, I guess. "Okay. I understand. It's better you told me now, than let me catch more feelings and hurt me later on." I nodded again. " Can I at least get a hug?" He asked outstretching his arms for me to embrace him. I smiled a little, and hugged him. It was like he didn't want to let go, so I pulled out the hug.
"I gotta go. I'll text..?" I said, but asked at the same time, as he nodded.
"Yeah, text is cool."
"Yeah, text you later." I got into my car, he waved, and I drove away. I needed to shop. That was the only thing that ever got me in the right mindset. I drove to the mall all the way across town because people don't usually go down there. And the last thing I wanted was to go to a mall full of people, let alone people I knew. I hopped out the car when i reached my destination, and grabbed my wallet, phone, and took the keys from the ignition. I walked through the mall grabbing any and everything I liked. I spent nearly 3 hours store hopping, and buying things. Half the things I didn't even need to buy. I drove home, feeling better than ever. Going shopping was like my own personal high. I could do it whenever and it got me feeling better than ever.
I walked into my house, and no one was home. I headed up to my room with my bags of new things, and set them up nicely in the places they belonged. I plugged my iPhone into the radio adapter and started up some music, because that's what got me to sleep. I heard a knock at my window, and I nearly jumped out of my skin. It was ......... Ty. My heart sank to the bottom of my chest, and I tried to stay calm as I opened the window.
"What--" I started, but he cut me off.
"I know you're angry with me, but before you say anything, Dee, I just wanted to let you know how sorry I am for breaking my promise. I just thought we needed more time to think things out.." he tried to explain, I sighed.
"I get what you're trying to tell me, Ty. But, at the same time, I don't know." I shook my head.
"Don't know what?"
"Don't know if it's a good idea to let you in again. You hurt me.. deep, Ty. And on top of that you broke the one promise that meant the world to me. We're not the same anymore. It used to be the Dawn and Michael show. But now? Now, it's just the Dawn show. And the Michael show. Two different lanes now... You catch my drift?" He nodded, showing me that he was listening to every word. So, I continued rambling on. "And not only did you break the promise, but you went a step further, and ignored any bit of contact I tried to have with you. And you know when it hurt the most? When I even voicemailed you when Coconut Juice came out on the radio, and you ignored that, too. All I was trying to do was show you that I cared, and you showed me that you didn't. So, personally, all I wanna know is--" He cut me off.
"I want you to listen to something that I wrote .." He said, and I nodded my head toward my radio that was connected to my iPhone. He walked over to it, and plugged in his own iPod. I sat down on the bed as the music started playing. I nodded my head to the beat, and he was looking at me waiting for my reaction.
"What's it called?" I asked, my head still bobbing to the rhythmic flow.
"First Timers," He replied.
"I love it." I said, getting into it.
" I needed your opinion before anyone elses. You know you was always my go-to person." I laughed and nodded.
"Yeah, I know." I shrugged. "Why though? You couldn't play it for your mama instead?" I tried to joke.
"Nah, it's different with you. You're the one I can go to and not worry that you'll just tell me what I want to hear."
"What about that other girl you were at the park with?" I said not able to conceal the jealousy. He chuckled.
"We're done." I raised an eyebrow.
"Seriously, Michael, I'm not here to be a rebound. There are so many other girls in the world that would die for a chance of meeting you. Just--"
His lips smashed into mine with hunger, lust, and passion all in one. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders, and he put his hands on my waist, rubbing up and down my lower back.
"I don't want anyone, but you.. I love you," He said looking into my eyes. This moment was beautiful, I didn't want it to end. The fact that I thought he was never coming back to me, and here he was. In the flesh.
"I love you, too," I whispered, as he pushed his lips back up against mine. We walked backwards blindly to the bed, never unlinking ourselves from eachother. He laid me backwards onto the mattress, kissing my neck. I paused, as I reached from under him under the bed for a small box. It was full of condoms, and I took one out. My father gave it to me after the whole "Birds and the Bees" talk. I showed him the condom and he bit his bottom lip. He put the condom on, and continued kissing my neck down to my chest slowly, tracing the inside of my thigh with his fingertips at the same time. I got goosebumps on my inner thigh, as he pushed up against me and I felt him getting harder and harder. By then, my shirt was off, and my breasts were exposed under my bra. He licked his lips.
He took his shirt off, and I bit down on my bottom lip. He wasted no time thrusting into me, and I moaned so loudly. Our bodies moving together with the low music in the background. I've had sex before, but this? This was what making love felt like..
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