stand by you

IT HURTS

Pete's POV

Its already wednesday night, I have already healed a lot. Tomorrow I plan to attend the university but Ae didn't stop texting me he really cares about me a lot he often asks about my health. He always make sure that I don't skip my tablet and always reminds me about my medication.
He is so protective and caring which gives me a hard time to get over the feeling that I had for him and even I tried to ignore his texts he never give up on me and message me again and again.

Ae please, please stop doing this I really don't deserve this much attention and caring form you please don't make it hard for me anymore no Ae. I can't take it.

"Pete, Mae called me. Are you tired? Here," she placed the last piece of the cake that was baked by Ae's mom. The days that I spend with Ae's family really means a lot to me I can never forget them through out my life, even if I cannot meet them anymore.

"Pete, you often spacing out now a days" she said and feed a spoon full of Juicy cake inside my mouth.

"Pete, did Ae called you?" She asked to which I am not ready to answer.

"Pete why don't to bring Ae here for a day"? She said and patted my head gently.

"Mae, he should be busy by now his semesters and foot ball matches are going to get started he will be definitely busy from now itself". I lied to my mom, for which I feel bad.

Mae gave me a suspesious look I know i am not good to lie especially when it comes to mae. "Pete, so you wanna to share something with me." She asked with serious tone.

'Nothing Mae" I said without lifting my face up.

"Swadee karb aunt", we turn our face to the sound. And it's Deli my childhood friend just like tin.

"Saddee, come on Deli sit". Mae said with a huge smile.

Whenever Deli arrives, mae look at her with a huge smile and warm eyes I think it's for good. Should I ask Deli for a date now, I know mom loves her and if I let this chance go I may not have any other way get rid of the feelings that I had for Ae. My feelings will definitely hurt everyone around me it will be a huge shame and pain for mom and also for Ae and his family. Ae really deserves someone better than me eventhough Ae have feelings for me I will definitely be a burden to him after sometimes.

"Pete, Pete,..." Mae called me and snap me out of my throughs.

"Mae, sorry I .....was thinking about...... something else". I said with shuttering. Hi Deli, I was so surprised to see you here.

"Pete, I am thinking about  getting a transfer from my university. Can I join your university? It's really boring without you all". She said with a pout which Tin hates forever.

"Of course you can Deli I will love that too you know I too miss you a lot these days you know". I said with a sweet smile.

"Deli, did you have any important reason to come here? Because you won't come this far without a strong reason". Mae said, I don't know why but Mae suddenly become so serious.

"It's just that mom wants to invite you both to grandma's birthday. Will you come? Mae really wants to come here to invite you, but she caught on some work". Deli said.

"It's ok dear we will come." mom said and gave her some desserts that was prepared by Ae's mom. I don't know why but I really want to snach it away from her.

Ring... Ring...

It's Ae, my heart starts to flutter i feel so......  i dont know how to express I think it's not good. Deli is about to go out I just ignore the call I think mom noted it because she gave me a odd look.

I know it's so bad, Ae is my saviour I should not so this to him, but still I have to ignore Ae it's for everyone's  good especially yours.

"Bye Deli, I will miss you, after so many years I forced myself to hug Deli." I know deli had feeling for me when we were still on our highy school, if i shows some sweetness, she will definitely say yes to me. It's hurting it's really hurting to ignore Ae and it hurt a lot when I begin use Deli, my best friend.

When I turn around Mae gave me a dead glare I have never seen Mae like this before. I just want to make her happy,.......but....... before asking Deli out should I talk about it mom.

Let's give it a try. I said to myself before entering the house.

Ring... Ring...

It's again Ae, no... no... Ae it's already hurting to ignore you please don't make it more difficult for me I don't deserve this much care. I just cut the call.

"Pete, do you want to tell me something"? Mae asked me with a more serious tone that she never used in front of me.

Ae's pov

Pete, Pete, Pete..... all my mind screaming now is Pete I don't know why all i need now is Pete. I want to see his beautiful face, I want to feel his smooth skin. What are you thinking Ae. I can't. .... I can't see Pete just as a friend. My mind and body screems that they are missing Pete's presence.

I text him every morning and I used every chance to make a conversation but I can feel that Pete is ignoring me I think he is not feeling. I know pete very well he will never ignore me, I feeling so bad now I really want to meet him.

I know he must be busy I should not disturb his rest. But I can't it's already the third day I don't even talk to my family well they all feel that I am was disturbed but they didn't show it.

I can't take it anymore, I am going to call him atleaset I want to hear his soothing voice.

Ring..... Ring. ...

Again Pete is not taking my call is he busy or is he really ignoring me.

Pete please Pete it's hurting I don't know but it's hurting me. I just redail his num again but he dont anwer me I feel like worst I just put my phone aside and closed my eyes in pain

Pete .... Pete.... why are you doing this to me Pete?...

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Always love🍒Ae 💞pete