It's kind of hard to get up in the morning when in your heart you feel like you aren't worth the air your breathing. When you know how many people in the world that don't care whether you live or die today. It's hard to get up when you believe the people you call "friends" probably can stand you less than you can stand yourself. It's hard to get up when you know people only act the way they do to you cuz they're scared what'll happen if they don't keep you happy.
Sometimes.....it's just hard.
