But then I see my baby, she's the one who helps me through being me. She's my reason for getting up everyday; she's my reason I still try; she gives me the strength I need to do what I have to do. She's the person that helps me know I'm not crazy, that I am not, alone, that there are people in my life that care about me. She's how I know there's a reason I must continue to live. I love her, I live for her, if I didn't have her I wouldn't have a reason to live