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Dear Diary, Hurt. Today I am feeling so hurt and defeated. I said my final goodbyes to my bestfriend, my partner in crime and my brother yesterday. I would kill just to hear his soft voice one more time. For him to hold me in his arms and tell me that I was a queen and deserved the world. For him to bother and annoy me all day long. For him to pressure me and motivate me into getting my errands done. For him to empower me as a women. For him to be here and make me feel whole once more. I'm trying to stay positive and motivate myself but what's the point when my only motivation is gone. On top of this heart break, East or ( mookie) as I once before called him has finally entered my life again. Seeing him brought back so many memories. The time we shared with one another was so beautiful and pure. But fuck him. Fuck him for making me feel so alone and worthless. If Dave East have taught me one thing... it was to never trust these niggas. ~ Jayda A.
" Jayda, I'm going to the store pooh. Do you need anything?" London asked knocking on my door
" I'm fine Lon, you sure you don't want me to go for you?" I asked her as she peeked her head into my door
She was now 7 months pregnant and I really didn't want her harming herself or my unborn nephew
"Girl I'm fine" She waved me off
" Just watch the kids for me please" I nodded
" Of course" I smiled putting away my diary walking out of my room behind her
I went into Kameron and Kross room first picking up Kross on my hip
"Tee Tee" Kross smiled at me
" Hey Baby, what's up" I smiled down at him
He looked so much like my brother it was crazy
" Kam and me are playing games" He kicked his feet trying to free from my grip
I put him down allowing him to sit on the bean bag next to Kameron
